HaPpiNesS iS bEaUtiFuL

alhamdulillah

2012-01-30T01:10:00.011+08:00

oh well this is soooo long i didnt update anythng here. i dont even tell you how was my llb part 1. busy like hell but yeah alhamdulillah.. with the shed of blood and tears, we manage to go thru it. anotha 1 sem to go. ah i feel so scared of my result :( stop it! dont want to think about it.

ouh yes i'm purposely wanna write about how my family members plus 1! heee my sister safely deliver her baby on the 6th of january 2012. in the middle of final exam, i got this news. it was friday, and i hv my 1st paper on that day. subject bahasa melayu undang-undang. oh lame =p nasib bkn evidence, ke cpc paper ke.. huu.. they named her Aiesha Sorfina. she is so clean and cute and white and everything. maksu admire sorfina. sgt2 trharu becuz i dont hv any adik, at last i hv niece.. but, my attitude doesnt reflects that i'm already an auntie. haha friend of mine can prove this xD

lemme upload some pictures. she is really cute. i bet u'll agree with me :)

3.18 kg. 06/01/2012

yg nii sumpah comel. auww maksu melting dah =p

gaya typical sorfina tido. tgn ke atas. he he

my sis n bro in law. happy :DD

Weollss masa aqekah sorfina at sepang. rumah tok nenek belah sana

sorfina sgt temtembams!!

my mum aka nenek bersama cucu kesayangan semesta alam. hihi

dengan ini,, maksu ingin mendendangkan sebuah lagu utk baby sorfina..

matamu.. bibirmu.. pipimu dan juga senyummuuuuuu... ahax~

it belongs to someone out there

2011-11-13T02:08:00.002+08:00

I want someone to share my secrets with

someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep

someone who feels comfortable around my family

someone to comfort me when I'm scared

to hold me when I'm sad

someone who doesn't need to say that he loves me for me to know it's true..

are you that someone? =)

s.l.i.m

2011-08-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. alhamdulillah.. blog ni masih bernyawa.. hehe even after abandoned by me for more than a month :D

well the title doesn’t reflects me.. errhh staying 4 months at home just made me so ‘slim’. I’m scared to death.. becuz not only worry about my physical appearance but the most important thing is my health. Like my mom said.. ‘the more fat you are, the more diseases you have’ true mom.. For real,, I don’t feel right with my eating pattern =(

ouh now we are in Ramadhan. Happy fasting everyone.. whatever it is,, I feel so thankful becuz this year setelah sekian lama.. sy boleh berpuasa selama 30 hari with my family. It’s great to gather since I don’t really have this kind of chance to be at home every Ramadhan before.. I remembered how difficult to search and struggle for foods when u already tired for classes and what not.. but berbuka puasa ramai2 with my friends was fun. Seriously,, I miss the time with all of ya.. but to be here with family is a golden opportunity,, I am so grateful.. And you too rite? =)

btw,, this sept we gonna further our study as planned. Alhamdulillah.. hopefully everything done accordingly.. tapi i cm tak ready pulak nk study balik.. mybe it’s becuz I’m too busy with my working thing.. ahh I’m too old for that stuff.. (ted mosby). Lotsa things not settle yet.. actually not at all done. Haha why I’m so layback ni.. ooh help me God..

oke just get back to what I have now. It’s a bliss to be here with my family,, and you.. everyone who always support me all this while, my dear bff mya and my fat meow. my life would sux without u.. Hehe ^^

i heart my family..

sgt happy.. feel like wanna cryin'.. thanks ya Allah :')

Horrible Monday

2011-06-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

First of all,, this is a delayed post which I intended to post it yesterday.

Yesterday was like daymn,, I am terribly perform the week. I mean Monday was symbolizing the whole week. Not really an accurate way to measure but who cares. I do care my Monday went all wrong. It started when I woke up late at 8.15am. can u imagine that?? I have to be in office by 9 am supposedly. I was really in hurry! shower, suit up myself and messy stuff lol. Seriously I’m look mcm “tak siap’’ ah I don’t mind how I look becuz I need to shoot to my workplace. 8.50am drove the car and shit yes the car was not in the porch becuz the engagement ceremony, I parked outside and it was beyond 2 houses. So baby, run! Go get my car and drove like f1.

In the middle or hurry-ness, messy-ness and worry-ness.. that is another person which hey green light kot r u blind?? Dah la nk cepat kan boleh pulak org tu static aje kt lampu hijau I was like piin!! Quick2 move I need to go to work, and maybe u just wanna go to pasar so layback at traffic lite lol. And there you go another traffic light challenge of the day.. this one is kind of helpful, it doesn’t functioning and all the late-selfish-workers (ooops =p) just go with the flow. Like sape cpt dia pegy dulu laa.. ehe.. woo selayang mmg byk lampu isyarat eyh..

And obviously the time was past 9 am. I mcm redha je lah.. park, pay for the parking and hilarious thing. Super kalut salah key in number krete-1969 (maybe my future bmw number) Haha marah kat diri sndiri sbb the ticket was ready and what can I do. Rase mcm nk kick je the parking ticket machine which was a very innocent one. I’m blaming myself.. kalau lah saya x lewat bangun.. haaa =( and guess what? 9.10am I punch card uolss. Kalau gov servant dah bloody in colour ni. Haiyaa I need to change..

i'm a legendary part-time staff ROFL

and sometimes pretend awesome. LMAO

bundle

2011-06-19T12:41:00.008+08:00

BUNDLE OF SURPRISE!!

1. by december or january,, insyaAllah gonna be maksu. heee december lor boleh celebrate togetha with maksu rite baby? =DD

like giler pic dorg yg ni. ni pic my akak yg 2nd time nikah. now they are future mummy and daddy. sho they excited to experience it. harap2 sumenye selamat. amin..

2. alhamdulillah. i've got my result for my final sem last thursday. it was expected i mean not in a good way. hehe my current pointer is drop like i wanna dropkick myself but i manage to maintain my cgpa. all in all,, syukur sgt2 dah complete everything, passed all the subjects. and naaahh penantian selama 4 years (include my foundation as well) is worth it. we are now degree holder,, convo in oct. c ya friends! =))

haha ni uiam student punye convocation. curik my sis punye pic. heee da brangan kn nk pegang2 bunga bagai =p

some of good friends of mine mase bufday celebration cik umie

3. kakak sulung yg sumpah i heart <3 sgt dah tuka status smalam. dia dah jd tunangan org. ooh happy for u but sad for myself. nmpknye i'm the only one yg brgelar bujang dlm rumah tu nnt. ahax~ and also thankss to my bffs zai and mira sbb sudi dtg. waaah best sgt u guys dtg and three of us reunite even just for a short time. i really appreciate it. the more the merrier. gittew =p

pretty greeny! dgn zainura, best friend mase skolah rendah.. cm dah lama xjumpe walhal rumah dekat je. we are busywoman rite? =p

a very momentous picha..

my mood

2011-06-13T00:38:00.005+08:00

mood: angry cat!

meoww is so ANGRY!! grrr..

okie lah nak tido esok keje. buhbye~

random bebel of the week

2011-06-12T02:54:00.004+08:00

amazing sy tgk bola td. apetah gol sndiri. haha whatever, not my problem. tp yg problem wujud group2 gelediks kt fb.. to the extend they accuse it as conspiracy. hey wutcha think of ha? miracle did happen and just accept it laa..

so nk update sket la since sy da keje for 1 week. eyh 1 week baru? why haaa rase cm da lame je.. haha

mmg dlm proses nk adapt.. hopefully everything goes fine la..

ouwh anyway terjumpe artikel ni dlm m'sian bar punye website..

i think it's relevant to my workplace situation now. there are several complaints from the boss that their employees keep facebooking in working time. which means they are extremely unhappy with this..

ouh why laaa mark zuckerberg not end this fb thingyy =p

seoul garden with soul

2011-06-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

ouh last night kami (me and cik mya) makan besaaa.. yg sgtlaaah sedapp smpai xlarat nk mamam! hoho ^.^ balek keje trus g OUUUU~ well sgtt mls nk menaip.. let's the pichas story then =]

stressful

2011-06-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang ade satu tahap yg kita rase nk runaway..

can i just leave this earth and stay in another planet??

where r u moron :')

2011-06-03T01:13:00.003+08:00

braces-girl with her moron cute cat :((

my kitten da hilang.. mybe dia mrajuk smlm sbb i called her moron.. sometime she irritates me with her hyper-active behavior and makes me like- grrryyy geramnyer..! now she lost and gone. i wish her back and kinda to sing the song-talking to the moon ;(

and to add more,, at this point of time, i guess someone is mad at me. didn't reply my msg.. ouh i dunno what to do. will u forgive me if i ever hurt ur feelings dearie? i'm bad to console people...

damn

2011-06-01T00:26:00.003+08:00

ade golongan yg suke sgt merendah kan org lain..

yg prejudis tanpa mengambil kira aspek lain

yg fikir mereka good enuff

walhal... hey! sedar diri ckit boley x??

surprisinglyyy

2011-05-29T02:46:00.005+08:00

just a short entry.. before lala land~

it's worrying me time to time.. i'm gettin' bigger and bigger.. haha i mean the weight.. with this unhealthy lifestyle.. eat and sleep.. u can predict what happen next rite.. i'm scared.. ngeee ngade2 sgt.. xdela sbenarnye happy sbb saturday yg sgt lah 'lame' jd best becuz finally at night we went out sumwhere. and 'entertain' our cute belly.. ha3 x getu my akak? and thanx to future bro in law for the treat. it was awesome to have such dinner with both of u =))

and plus happy for another good news which i'm not

intent to share with u guys now,, but later insyaAllah.. life is full with element of surprise.. alhamdulillah =)

ahax can't wait for the delicious-yummy-seducing steak, lasagna and calimari. hoho ^^

tadaaa here are my faces pakai spec.. it's been a long time i'm not wearing spec all the time. it just sbb lens agak memerlukan ongkos.. so mybe i have to start wear spec again la.. why not?? =p

my favourite girls

2011-05-19T03:09:00.011+08:00

We’re living in memory.. everyone got their own. Same goes to you.. you and you..

And me.. This is how the story begins.. (eceh ala2 ted dlm how I met your mother sgt! Haha)

I’m gonna talk about the valuable friendship we had since we’ve been LAWYERED =D haha oke that’s funny..

First thing first! Can u stop me write in English?? Burr

Actually,, just nk cerita pasal kengkawan yg sgt sy love sepanjang sy study.. (but still 1 hv 1 year to go)

The first award goes to ummi sharmimi or mimi or cik umie. Izit popiler enuff? Hehe :p

So.. minah ni da jadik my roommate since we were in kedah lg. just imagine almost 4 years. Can u believe that? If I’m a guy,, I should marry this girl becuz.. heyy what u waiting for 4 years loyal relationship?? Haha oke crap! Ehem dia ni nmpk je diam tp garang sebenonye. X prcaye test her?? Says something obscene like I do every day. Or.. maybe u can provoke her while she was driving. Easy peasy just ride your motorcycle so close to her car which lead to her explosive point. And naaahh some miracle words she would utter. Seriously I admire the way she cursed. Muahahaha oke gelak guling2 jap! Dia ni also rescuer tatkala lipas datang menyerang hendap sy. Gosh I hate u idiot cockroach!! And since I spent so much time with her.. she knows me well.. like.. who I dislike so much, who the latest boo, what I like to do, what I’m good at (ooh this one please tell others) hahaha and what not.. long story short.. she knows lotsa things about me.. seriously.. puhlease mimi jgn dedahkan kecomelan aku.. hahahahha slap myself!

tadaa here me and cik umie !! =)

Next is cik haryani or cik yani or.. cik haryabai.. bkn sbb dia serabai.. ataupun cm lagu bird tongchai sabai-sabai.. tp it’s becuz once upon a time… ahax mmg lame dah ni… our bel lect trsilap spell her name as in haryabai. Okie enuff cik yani mst bace smbil ketap gigi mrh2 ni. Hehe. Yani nie how to describe her ha.. mimi ko tlg explain sikit.. ha3 tibah sgt.. so beliau ni unik sbb dia lain dr kami. Contoh! We say.. god,, this guy so handsome muke is lee dong wook taw. Dia bleyh ckp xhensem. Hai ni mengundang kemarahan ni!! Taste dia weolss je taw.. uolsss kalo taw diam2 je k. syyyh =p and one more,, dia ni obsess kat juara. Perodua juara. Oke korang.. I know korang terkejut sbb juara tu burok kn. Ooops.. tp tu lah cik yani suke design dia uolss.. ntah hape la yg dia nmpk pd kereta tu. Kereta ke mesin basuh ntah. Oopps kutok lagy =p so dia ni my skandal.. tp cdey sbb nnt da xjumpe dia.. syiob2

cik yani and me.. we're looking for some stars.. uhuukk

here are three of us. me, freaky-face-yani and cik umie

Lagi sorang.. farahdilah.. or kak farah. Sbb dia ni berusia sket la. Ahax mati aku kalo kak farah bace. Xla tuwe sgtt just 2 years older than us. Hehe so kak farah ni mcm penyelamat kami lah.. penyelamat dr kesesatan. Ha3 xlah sekronik tu. What I mean here is she’s the most religious among us.. senang kira.. sbb my mom tgk sy kwn dgn dia,, my mom jd lega.. u know what I mean rite. Or xphm naseb korg lah. Hihuu.. so she kinda serious.. byk ilmu.. I think she gonna be lecturer. Hehe.. tp even dia serius,, lepas kwn dgn kitorang yg ‘matang’ ni.. she end up gila2 jugak. She’s funny sometime. . the best part is.. this woman is really good at cooking.. well cm me, mimi n yani.. kitorang bab2 masak ni mmg ‘handal’.. we know how to eat well :DDD To kak farah.. slamat maju jaya as supervisor kt nursery tu yeh. kikiki (ooh sory readers! kak farah wont let me to publish her picha)

And lagy..khairul anis shafikah.. or anis.. or khairul. Oops the last one we not used it =p

Anis yg sgt comel.. anis bonda.. bonda anis.. anis dan bonda.. eyh ape aku mrepek ni. Haha.. so few frens call her bonda sbb anis ni keibuan sgt.. I remembered she was so calm.. dia x kalut2 mcm hawa darlida. Hehe.. in third semester we have to make Arabic drama. So this girl yg tolong buat script becuz… the rest in the group is so ‘excellent’ in arab like we can count the vocab u know.. muahaha.. it’s a challenge to act since no one ever won the Oscar rite. So,, sape lah yg hebat berlakon sgt kn?? Even if khabir Bhatia wants to shoot drama with us he rather kill himself sbb.. too many cut!! Damn I hate acting =.= it just so hypocrite and not real. Uhhh. Ouh back to anis dear.. so dialah yg tulis skrip.. dialah director.. all in all.. anis contribute banyak.. we just being sucks actress. Hoho ok too much! Lg 1 yg sgt suke psl anis is she appreciates friendship. Dia hargai kawan2 dia,, dia suke spend mase dia dgn kwn2, and dia jaga hati kwn2.. so kalo ade reality tv in Malaysia bff.. anis dgn syairah mst join ok! Hahahaha joke2. Syairah u next! =)

anis cantik pakai kebaya malam tuu.. =)

tadaaa weoollss 3 org lg..

anis-mimi-me-ohpuhlease-yani =p

Syairah.. akak syairah.. guess what.. sy terfikir nk pggil dia akak sbb someone call her akak. Ehe

Sy admire syairah.. not only becuz she so smart.. mmg dia sgt pandai.. and I’m proud to be her friend.. another thing is she so kindhearted.. like u can’t even sakit hati dgn dia.. dia pn sgt comel dan kecik.. ohoo really hope I can be like her.. but puhlease hawa! U too big okei. Haha.. so syairah ni pandai and religious also. Sbb tu sy admire dia.. she is anis’ bestfren. They are like twin. Same comel same baik.. hehhuu.. (mimi boleh x kalo kite pn jadi cm dorg??) hahaha.. when study,, xfaham ke.. tanye je dia sbb she can explain like after that u can say.. laa sng je.. huhu I think she also has potential to be a lecturer. Academician is the person who is knowledgeable rite?? :DD eherm and lg 1 sy tringat.. when I break up with my bf,, dia ade ckp sumtin pd sy.. yg mmg lps tu sy lega giler dgr.. it feels like u’ve been motivated. thanks sis.. I really owe you for that advice =)

i think i know why i like this pic. becuz that lomo camera!! haha syairah u so luckyy =))

Last but not least wan hafsah or cik hafsah. So hafsah ni the youngest among us. Tp x pulak kitorang pggil dia adik sbb.. hafsah ni serius orangnye. Kn hafsah?? Hehe.. it just hafsah ni matang mybe sbb dia anak sulung ataw sbb dia ramai adik.. but tapi! She knows cartoon more than us. Haha this one funny. Hafsah ni pn nice girl.. smart also.. suke mkn sayur. Eyh yg tu penting ke?? Hahaha.. ohoo 1 thing! Hafsah ni suke fight2 manje dgn kak farah.. like we just ..’oke mule dah’ hahaha.. and so that a little bout her. But hey.. wadduppp with Scotland?? I know what u did in scotland… teeett!! =p

cik umie and hafsah. heehee sweet kn hafsah..

Haaa tudiaa amekau panjang giler nok mak berceloteh.. puas ati den!! So tu la serba-sedikit about my friends. They are some of great friends I have in my life.. may Allah bless all of us.. best of luck girls.. I’m looking for good news from each of you.. now and in future =)

*the pics was taken during my pre-grad dinner in sacc convention* ..

ex-bf tak sama dgn ex-am =p

2011-04-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

tetibe teringat lagu ni. i love those lyrics. it's really true~

haih nk exam msh sempat berjiwang. wake up hawa darlida!

final sem ni!!

oke la back to the bisness.. my main intention is to wish all my friends goodluck..

semoga diterangkan hati oleh Allah utk menjawab exam.. amin..

special message.. i lob all of you.. hehe

trigger

2011-04-17T01:50:00.003+08:00

updated! in the sense that rase ade yg trigger me to write sumtin here.. it's like u trigger the shotguns and shot!

the same thing happen.. i don't know why people did this mistakes regularly.. n maybe i'm also the contributory factor.. haaa

the perfect words would be... 'no one could understand you better except yourself''

cepat mengalah.. indeed i am..

2011-03-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

such a bad night.. u got the point, we need to fight for survival.. what u told me is true.. but it just me.. sy mmg mcm ni.. i hope to change one day.. why not??

listening to lifehouse songs with tears =(

critical date -.-

2011-03-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

critical date as in international law begin when there is dispute on the territorial sovereignty.. but anyway,, that's not my major concern here. no related to IL at all

so we are in the 9th week,, more than half of the semester.. the status is like... all your compartment full with assignments.. Dateline pun close2 je. CRITICAL DATE! after a stressful-bad-terrible-horrible tests last week,, i just can't imagine my carry marks.. hopefully not CRY marks. seriously i need to perform good for my assignments.. haaaa bosan kan.. rasenye every sem i will update at least one entry yg cerita betapa tension nye sy dgn life as a student ni.. and plus tu je kot yg i think boleh nk publish to public. i'm not a person who having the ability to write the whole thing and moreover i respect my own privacy too..

not every single thing u can share to people.. just remember.. u don't call it secret when u told others. to know everything about me is impossible but just explore and discover this time to time.. it done for reasonable purpose.. how u measure reasonable?? and yeah as i remember my lect said the most unreasonable word in the world is reasonable.. it might be reasonable for me,, but unreasonable for you.. entirely open to individual's interpretation kn.

tapi but however!! stress tension pressure mcm mane sekali pun sy sem ni.. sy tetap hapyyy dan bahagia.. i love all my friends beside me.. some of them maybe sy dah x jumpe next sem since this is my last sem of BLS. some intend to further in master or just proceed with working.. or some mybe just end up with marriage and be a great housewife. hahahaha will it happen!! it just all my memories with all of you,, i cant purchase it in any supermarkets,, or shopping complex yadaaa yadaa all my fav place.. it is not like shares when there is some redeemable... the thing is u can't redeem any points to get back the friendship you already have and you can't buy back those happy-sad moment we shared together.. auwww sy pulak rase sedeyh tetibe..

to end this kinda 'emotional' entry.. hehhe.. i wish to all my friends- good luck girls!! let's fight till the end of this study.. insyaAllah =)

feel the 'heat'

2011-03-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

ntah kenape sy msh nk update blog walhal test khamis ni. hehe ni la namenye pressure smpai xnk study. ooops! =p

heat or in other word panasss.. tense.. so many upcoming test,, ni yg xsuke trlalu layback mase awal2 sem.. skang ni hambek ko.. huhu so sy nk list down my upcoming tests!

1. family law-khamis ni lols

2. company law- next wed

3. intellectual property law- the day after

4. jurisprudence- the same day. night of terror!

5. international law- next next friday

hah complete 5 subjects compete !! doakan sy uolsss.. mls nk fikir side2 thingyy yg menyesakkan otak sy yg limited memory ni.. nk pkai 8 terabyte punye external loh sng. haha

and anyway a few things sy allergik.. xbleyh dgr.. allergik taw x.. and the things are teeett! it just pleasee la jgn sebut dpn sy..

wrong man for the job

2011-02-21T01:12:00.003+08:00

doesnt mean u are not the rite person u are jobless now.. it just.. yeah similar facts to me. so i put it here..

I Thought that you were the best part of me,

Baby I guess that we just believe what,

We wanna believe

I Thought I knew you so well , I couldn't tell

That this was sinking so deep,

I see it now,

I'm breathing now,

Its time for me...

For me..

To let it go

It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone
You´re The Wrong man for The Job,
My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on,
You´re the wrong man for the job,
I cant believe it took me so long to realize,
Finally know what it feels like
I'm starting over but,I wont be afraid
I'm sorry to say,
You´re the Wrong man for the job

Sometimes I wish I could take back everything,

It be easier to never have known you,

I would spare myself so much pain,

Still I can't stop thinking ´bout,

What I'mma do without,

You on the lonely nights,

But now I know,what I gotta do,

I cant ever change you,

Letting it go tonight..

Im Looking for somebody to love me, the way I should be loved,
I need someone to do more for me, than you have ever done,
I love you but you're not the one...

i'm wonder..

2011-02-19T19:52:00.002+08:00

sometimes it's not good to be so secretive.. but since i do respect the 'cohesion'..

it's kinda embarrassing to tell the truth.. revealing what not..
i don't really have general rule.. where the general rule is subject to exceptions

it just sometimes too many exceptions then the exception become your general rule.. that's the beauty of law. hahaha phm x??

ouh oke! sy blur sudah~

boring.. seriously i tell u

2011-02-01T17:09:00.002+08:00

1 week cuti,, dunno what to do..

smalam we've been shopping.. just me, mum and abah,. ok it sounds like cm sy ni anak emas pulak kn.. haha hell no.. tu sbb akak2 sy keje.. so we can't shop all five together..

mood shopping spoil even duet ade.. huhu.. so smalam kami cm teman abah je yg shopping.. sy cuma lihat2 dan tolong choose2 aje..

is this a sign sy akan melalui depression soon.. haiyaa.. nauzubillah.. ya Allah let me be strong

but grateful sy ade teeettt... yg sy rase boleh heals jugak perasaan xbes ni..

sy ckp sy xsuke perfectionist.. tp sy nk org perfect di mata sy.. so silap pd sy la kn..

eyh ape merepek ni.. dah laa dah la...

no crunchy yes lemau!

2011-01-29T12:41:00.002+08:00

makin lama makin xtaw nk buat apa walaupun berada di rumah dgn family tercinta.. i'm extremely affected by the 'thing'.. and due to the frustration i feel 'lemau' as everything had been plan ruined just in one glance!! my dear..... help me..... i can' pretend i'm happy.. no more

gratitude

2011-01-29T12:16:00.003+08:00

---saturday morning thousand miles distance

thank you kpd dia yg always try to improve diri dia for me.. pro or amateur is not an issue.. it just how u gonna maintain this no matter what skills you use provided that it succeed till the end :)

i'm starting scared to lose you.. in the sense that,, cuz u always be my side.. i'm worry if i can't get even when u not around.. burrr look now! u or me yg feel threatened..? hehe

*maaf if not reach ur expectation sbb sy pn manusia biasa*

waa da lame gilaaaaa x uplod pic kt blog ni! ;p

it's been a long time i guess..

2011-01-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

dah lame x rasa mcm ni... for the previous few months i'm happy2 aje... however yesterday was again i feel it.. sedih.. i'm so sad.. nasib tidak menyebelahi sy lg.. but i still wish if it can be miracle.. i'm really hoped for it.. i don't know how to express it.. it's not a big thingy should i think but i'm dying thinking on this.. ya Allah just let me know the sign and reason behind this.. so that i won't ever crying regret on something like this.. mum ckp ni dugaan.. mak,, i have no intention at all nk buat sape-sape terkilan.. kita merancang tuhan yg tentukan.. *crying*

how u score the feeling?

2011-01-22T00:33:00.004+08:00

i do not know how to start...

but i'm already start writing anyway.. hehe

without permission i'm legally want to copy paste these words which i think is quite mesmerizing.. wahh hiperbolenye..

however u still the author of the copyright =.= (if u happen to read this pls comment) =.=

in a game...a player doesn't determine whether he or she wins the game...the score did...same with heart...the person chasing the heart never know whether he or she has win it...or not...it's the outcome...even it seems that is not what has appeared...

yes u are right

2011-01-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

u are correct at.. how can u live in jealousy.. u can't stand it.. even if we continue doing like this.. u will hurt even more.. i know u think this is ever worse decision u had made.. but like u said.. it will be harder in the future.. i do as what u requested.. i disappear as what u wished.. i can't commit this sin by hurting a person like you.. this is the second time.. i hope u success in your life.. if God bless.. we'll meet again in a beautiful moment..

2011 and back to school..

2011-01-01T09:09:00.002+08:00

back to school on 3rd january.. doing the same thing with lectures, tutors, assignments, tests, exam.. yadaaaa yadaaa *.* will put more hard work on these things. insyaAllah..

yesterday was my anniversary.. born day.. as most of my friends know.. my birthday is veryyy lambat which they can't wait to wish me! haha izit? ;p

no celebration becuz everyone just busy doin' their business and plus i don't care.. i don't mind.. i just appreciate all the pray and wishes they greet me.. thank you so much.. amin ya rabbal al amin :)

the most i remember is yeah! still i'm not over you.. receiving the text just made me happy.. and listening to your voice is what i call it ''harder to breathe'' i do not know where i have the strength anyway.. haha i just made it.. and daaaa my confession is.. yesss,, i just breaks my heart again and again..

so i ask this persuader.. hehe cuz always persuade me for this foolish matters.. ''completely over him when u're ready'' naaah this is question of fact how can i define ready.. izit i'm ready when i see u with burrr or until and unless u made me hate u or me myself have someone burrr.. ah let it be.. damn i need special painkiller to stop me talking bout this shit

before i end this emotional entry.. i guess.. haha laugh again! i would like to express my gratitude to best friend of mine, mira for spending some of her valuable time with me.. indeed i'm too happy.. and sorry if i'm not a good friend to you thou.. i try to be.. i will.. and just to remind myself.. i add up my friend.. i know him from mira. 1 word- miracle! never believe i can have such a good relationship with you which at first i think stranger.. haha oopss sory.. thanks to u too for everything i learned from you..

i end this.. thanks for reading this.. no input. just an irritating expression of me. hehe

footnote: 22 is still young and dangerous ;p

walaupun

2010-12-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

it starts with eventhough..

even it looks like u care,, but the thing is u don't care.. u don't mind..

even it looks like u forgiven,, but the thing is u not forgiven..

even it looks like u kind,, but the thing is u hot tempered..

even it looks like u strong,, but the thing is u sensitive..

even it looks like u happy,, but the thing is u sAD.. :)

Bleeding Soul

2010-12-21T08:25:00.003+08:00

my bruised heart..

everyday the memory keep wander in my mind..

i'm wish i end everything

but u still hold my grasp tightly..

i'm just lost in a way

i pray to the God.. i wanna see you more.. even now i cant

IT CANNOT BE IF IT'S NOT YOU and IT CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU

it's okay if i'm hurt for a day and a year like this

and it's even fine if my heart's hurt

because i'm happy enough if i could be with you..

a morning entry.. in the sense that it getting bleeds day by day.. and never heal..

over u

2010-12-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

when ...

!!!

when will i get over you.............

nuisance so so ooo

i miss the time i'm crying while studying...

unexplainable=thanks to Allah :)

2010-12-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah..

aku brsyukur dgn kejayaan yg kau berikan kpd ku dan kwn2 ku..

hehe tgk smue org update blog.. well mine too! :)

and so.. i improve a lot my last sem punye result.. quite unexpected..

menebus result my previous sem yg kinda disaster tuu..

for the second time,, i just can't stop smile..

and my energy boost after know the result.. haha funny rite??

3A, 3B+.. ok la kan.. sem dpn nk smue A! huhu~

ape pun i would like to congratzz all my friends for their good results..

next sem usehe lebey lg k! :))

''santai''

2010-10-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

santai?? haha damn nye.. nk exam and u still use this word santai. haish jin ape yg mrasuk anda ni hawa darlida! :)

and well,, as everybody knows (ceh bajet cm smua org care je).. hehe exam start next week.. and commencement the episode of strezz, pressure, crazee, and yet not die.. thnx god

sem ni i got 5 subjects yg sgt lah sasa (taff) muahaha sempat lg loyer buruk here! jurisprudence, family law, international law, law of association and intellectual property law. lawwwww je.. phewwww

dah la mls nk type panjang2.. (cm tah pape je bdk ni kan).

sy doakan utk diri sy smoge dpt jwb exam dgn cemerlang. insyaAllah dgn adanya usaha dan doa :) to all my friends, yg da half crazy menelaah tu, wish u all the best,, kite doa same2 yea.. hopefully everything goes accordingly. amin..

fragile

2010-10-21T03:39:00.002+08:00

tetibe i feel like i become a fragile girl.. like a glass yg jatuh sikit pn da pecah.. this thing is fragile,, so beware.. haha

impliedly to say,, easy to cry.. haih tringat pulak mcm kt boarding school dulu.. tp that was long time ago when my age was belas2..

now age pn da up to 22,, by then should be more mature la kn:)

hawa darlida.. hawa darlida.. u got infection ni.. :p

respect

2010-10-08T14:03:00.002+08:00

rase release.......

sgt2......

after talk to someone...

who i respect........

thank you.........

ought-to-be

2010-09-18T01:42:00.003+08:00

hi!! salam syawal,, salam 1 malaysia all! haha sengal nye my mukadimah ni :D

alhamdulillah.. a week of raya.. done so well.. even i thought this year would be the saddest one i have.. but God's bless,, yup it should be this way,, not other way round like i thought (ooh even without u :) )

also good news,, i've build a good relationship with bestfren of mine,, ooh mira.. it beyond any words i can thank to you. hanging,movie,chatting.. those are the things that could heal my soul..
i feel release when someone can listen to me.. yes i need a listener where i didnt find 1!

i just don't care my feelings.. cuz it already hurts.. so if hurt again,, maybe dah jd immune. ooh mcm sadis gile pulak my words. hehe.. few friends which i'm not really close to,, come to console me. thank u, thank u.. but it's too late,, it just a fake smile. and if i'm cry in front of you,, that so really damn true tears from heart..

uwaa bencinye.. ter emo again.. x matang btol yea.. eei.. feel like wanna slap my face many2 times.. wake up hawa darlida.. exam da dekat! gulp exam??! damn btol la kn,, 3 weeks lecture then study week then final. omg! tetbe rase cuak............ urgh.. rase mcm nitemare..haunting and scaryy...

dah la kot.. hehe sleepy.. zzzz.. supposedly done my international law ass-signment but.. well,, who cares.. hahaha.. ooh mlsnyeee nk haplod picha.. tgk kt fb je la yea.. (tu pn kalo nk tgk, muahaha)

anyway, the 3rd n 4th paragraph is written sincerely by me. sekian wassalam~

secretoo

2010-09-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

a lot of things in my mind.. but this one is really ghostly affected my soul.. haih what can i do.. i put my best to forget.. xpelah.. mybe 1 day i'll get even..

anyway Ramadhan will end soon.. which we supposedly to feel sad as this month comes only once a year.. u have to wait for another year for this.. fasting, pray, do a good deeds, and have faith in everything..

hence, Syawal will come.. eidul fitr.. i used to love hari raya when i'm young. but it doesnt mean i'm old now.. hehe.. raye ni sederhana je la like before..but mybe ade different from previous years.. hopefully i'll get 'ketenangan' which i really hoped for

depressed comes depressed.. sometime i can overcome it.. sometime i just give up and let the tears dropped.. tired of thinking.. but i believed everything comes with reason..

to know someone, Allah must have reason why is it we meet someone even for the short term.. kite jumpe and kenal org,, bkn skadar kenal saje2.. tp ade sbbnye.. that is the God's secret la..

i do learn something when i know you,, first, i wanna be a helpful person like you.. no matter what it takes, as long as i can help,, i will help people.. at the most sincere heart.. i'll try

secondly, just don't easy to get angry.. rationalize your mind.. be calm even u really feel hot at that time.. tenang2 jgn marah.. hawa darlida need to be penyabar a lot.. it's crucial for me..

muchas gracias.. i'll hold this two principles.. insyaAllah

transform??

2010-08-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

it is question of fact,, whether i'm ready to transform..

i'm really2 wannabe matured person.. especially in terms of mentality..

look at those friends of mine,, they just so outstanding in giving justification on certain matters..

while me,, always been playful.. haish it's time to be serious..

encouragement i get from someone,, i have to forgo it now..

no matter what it takes,, this time will be so different..

we cant expect the happiness lies till end

now i know,, history always happened repeatedly

things change! big girl don't cry

singlehood

2010-08-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

friend of mine had ever told me.. singlehood life is the total freedom.. where you free to do what you want, to linger with anyone you like..

but the request.. just made me down.. i know i'm supposed accept it.. by hook by crook,, i have to.. people say it is fate.. wutcha think..?

*intended to write such an ambiguous entry
*i'm not really a straight-forward person

i choose!

2010-08-22T02:25:00.001+08:00

silent doesn't mean don't care

silent doesn't mean avoiding

but impliedly giving time and space

*just a short entry since i can't express it anyway here*

aLtruisTic

2010-08-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

r u familiar with the term?? i'm quite attracted to those social psychology terms lately.. haha it was quite old since during my foundation i learned this subject..

anyway,, anyway,, altruistic means u think about other own good.. in short, u just think about people but not for urself.. ooh so pity..

it just me.. put myself in your situation.. knowingly u had been busy and working all day long..it's good enuff u not forgetting me.. thnxxx

haish!

2010-08-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

when you falling for someone...

the hardest part to do is..

to control your jealousy..

ossification

2010-08-14T14:57:00.004+08:00

phewwwwwwwwwww lame gilosss x update blog ni... byk habuk dan sawang2.. whatever it is,, thnx to anybody yg ade singgah and bace kisah2 lapuk kt cini.. hehe ossification.. not only the law being ossified when we apply the cut off dates,, and so my blog.. ahhh law again! huhu

aarg xde ayat nk menulis ni.. help2.. mane talent merepek ni x kelua lg.. huu

and now we are in the fasting month,, unfortunately on the fourth day i dah xpuase.. ngeee
tp alhamdulillah dpt jugak berbuke dgn my family smalam.. heaven..

my study?? we are in 7th week da kot. almost half of the semester.. i'm really damn much worry (ooh hiperbole nyee) on this one freaky subject so called jurisprudence,, i just xnmpak jln.. seems everything so vague and blur where i dunno what i learn so far.. haha so dangerous.. i just taken the test where we need to give jurisprudential advise on the freedom of association issue. hard.. yup so hard.. sakit kepala lps test tu..

ok enuff with that.. now talking bout my life.. hidup yg makin syahdu.. hehehe no la.. busy busy busy.. project paper lg,, blablabla.. but i did promised to someone that i will study more hard this semester.. i wanna improve.. believe it or not,, i think i'm already bound by the promise.. hehe.. a bit inspiring,, but the more important, i dont wanna frustrate myself again and my family..

i let him go.. at last..

something was not right

2010-07-11T00:18:00.004+08:00

so.. sedar xsedar.. i had begin my semester.. part5 final year.. wuuu scaryy..
my cuti sem sgt pack,, but i'm happy with it..
proven that i can be busy with valuable xtvties which i rarely do..
my attachment 5 weeks done so well where i'm happy with all the mates,, thnx guys.. i wanna story bout all of u,, but u know.. time restraint.. mlsnyee nk brceloteh... hehe
then and then,, sem ni i ade 5 law subjects.. it's gonna be tough babe!! tp i da brazam.. i nk put my fullest effort and hard work.. people,, pls support me..
as usual ade je i rase yg xkene dgn diri i.. huu only me know what it is..
apepun,, i wish to myself gudluck and have the enjoyable tough journey this sem!

rasenye da lame x mencapub muke i kt blog sndri kn, hahahaha

i jz luv this pic.. where? haha

old disease-comeback

2010-05-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

what is my old disease?? let u guess.................hhehe
well,, it will definitely not love,sports,etc

penyakit lame sy ialah addict to korean drama. seriously i adopt the same attitude now. hahah everyday watch korean drama for lenghty hours..

skarang ni tgh follow 4 kdramas. 1] brilliant legacy aired in 8tv. (i found in google aka shining inheritance). 2] becoming billionaire. 3] cinderella's stepsister. 4] the lucifer. the rest aired on kbsw.

not enough just waiting in tv.. skrang i da up siket taw siap tgk in advance episode kt mysoju (haha since ade streamyx ni =p)

tibe2 mcm in love balik to those korean stars,, haha which i'll not do these craps during my semester. sem break ok la kn tgh free. hehe

becoming norturnal again!! stay up tgk mende2 ni.. dah la mlm2 i conquer tv tu stick to kbsw channel je. org dlm umah tu pn dah berapi asik bukak cite korea je. kui3

i have to finish all these four rather fast than tv lah..

ok c ya then.. think my streaming drama done!! hihi ^,^

Yes Way,, I do..

2010-05-20T00:16:00.003+08:00

i'm really intend to write sumtin tonite but..

the thing is damn heavy to be put in words

hard to allow people to feel what i feel

uneasy feelings. yess it can be said so..

cannot be this way,, when he's in other way round.. erm

readers pls no misinterpretation here ok..

biarlah..biarlah..sy je faham dan mmg trsgt faham =)

just wanna let u to know,, smile doesnt mean u happy

cry doesnt mean u sad

life is all about hipocrisy

where we always to be put in 'pretend-fake' situation

don't wanna be beautiful liar..

definitely suffer

2010-05-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

sakit sakit sakit =(

word that come out from my mouth these few days,, ye mmg menyakitkan..
mule2 demam pastu sakit tekak thp dewaaa.. esok nk g clinic..
aduh knapelah sy amat degil when it comes to meet doc?
don't u know doc tu one of the 'most kind' people in this Earth
meet em,, no harm hopefully,, haha
bile dah sakit ni rase insaf..
people say,, sakit tu mghapuskan dosa. i agree.. cuz it makes sense
if everytime sihat,, just in a very good state of health,, when we gonna realize?
when we gonna feel grateful? when we ever to be thankful to God?
the thing is...

''BERSYUKURLAH DGN APA YG KITA ADA SEKARANG''

inConSiSteNcY

2010-05-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

why is it inconsistency in updating my blog??

few days ago,, rase brsmangat gile an cm berkobar2 nk update blog everyday. i repeat, EVERYDAY

Haha!! esk je aku da stat mls dan kehilangan idea utk menulis..

btw,, mybe aku ni blh dikategorikan sbg org yg x konsisten kot.. haha in other words. keep changing. hearts and mind really hard to stick to only one thing rite?

question question!! how to cultivate consistency in ur life? =)

org ckp,, mcm mane nk istiqamah lakukan sesuatu ek?

think it totally depends on the self determination of the person itself

same thing apply when u study,, u hv to consistent. by then u complete the study..

semangat tu penting!! okeh SEMANGAT bebeh!! excited pelik

(dah type few hours ago,, tp terlupe nk publish. i blame fb n ym. haha)

ExTraVaGaNzEEE

2010-05-13T01:23:00.003+08:00

hEy!!

Hi!!

heLLow!!

holla readers! it's been a long time i didnt write anyyy here.. either shit or not. didn't post it. haha well tonite or perhaps this morning la,, inspired by cat haters so called 'hasbol slacker' (and yeah i keep it smallest. haha). april is no-no post at all. ahh forget it. april 2010 cant be back rite. so to redeem everything, supposed i post extravaganzeee post,, a long mumbling story.. haha we'll see bebeh!

hurm what 1st to mncarot here?!

currently i'm on my sem break.. relax till 24th and let see how i'm survive doing my attachment in court for 1 month (sure i'll suffer. hehe)

my past exams not really good since so many things happen in between that duration. (things happen are things that i kept my mouth shut)

all in all, i'm just tawakkal and hope the result not so frustrated

and stop talking bout exams,, whatta next point uh.. the points not organized nicely lol,, messed up. haha

oh ya!! been sakit ati with someone too lately,, stop interfere. that's all

suddenly been a fan of jojo while listening to her song 'keep forgetting to forget about u' n 'wrong man for the job'. she's damn great anyway (that's my personal opinion)

lazy-ing and keep eating in this heaven (home sweet home) just made me feel like an obese girl gaining weight without any attempt to do something that benefits me.. yuwww but not really obses to get slim. haha

look out and selongkar my lappy. argh i'm out of new songs. so apelagi? download lah illegally! ahhaha~

my intention to watch all the muvies had been downloaded but no mood la.. haaha latest 1 kubungman. cm kelakar je kn. will watch later. mybee..

is just realized her writing is so bad that she herself can't stand to read her 'karya' la. hehe

i'm get what i want,, i had been prayed most of the times. alhamdulillah (only me know what it is)

and more.. still waiting on the changes.. really hope it. wanna taste the improvements.. haha taste tuuu!

'unknown person' come to my life.. still did not get what message behind it. in future might get it.

my loyalty always been tested.. time to time.. haha it's hard to be loyal but i still hold it till now =)

haa tersedar jugak yg i very like gossiipppss.. i can't stand to let myself know nothing. hey let me first to know ok! uwakakakk

erm what more ye.. aha jd driver my mum jugak if she wanna go anywhere.. =)

cant resist nafsu bershopping tgk bonia handbag,, padini kemeja,, kasut gmx. blablabla (keep counting money in my account) huhuh shoppaholic~

hah!! almost 3am,, mls dah aku nk menulis.. hihi sambung esk la..

daaaa baby~~

last post!

2010-03-31T13:04:00.005+08:00

hehe sje wat gempak,, this is the last post of March.. ooh knapelah tis year very mls nk update blog erh.. mybe ke busy an makes me no time to hit anything here.. anyway,, busy mmg busy,, bundle of works to do before exam.. exam!!! urgh just few weeks perhaps 2 weeks lol., damn really scary me now. btw, i have to submit another assignment tomorrow and so the next2 day.. just imagine it's like train.. continuing,, no way out.. haha

just to remind myself,, everything gone so far so bad.. yesterday done presenting my research proposal. mmg kne shoot la me n my group mmbers. how come er comparative study which at the beginning had been approved ended like this?? (clazmates know better) huhu mls nk igt. the thing is,, we need to amend and correct it. doing again the research, reading and reading. boring thingggg haha ~,~

then and then,, ade je something happen which i can't expect it. mybe it's a gud sign.. or whatever, i really can't think.. skanng ni just pikir nk siap kn smue assessment, taking exams, and ready for my attachment in court..

so picha?? yeah pasti la ade.. =)

ni mase i wt keje kt my house kt gombak.. ade baby cat teman i wt keje. nmpk x dia tdo tepi lptop i.. hehe so cute,, ade gak yg sudi teman i stay up =)

new hubby..!

2010-03-06T22:30:00.004+08:00

hehek ni bf baru sy.. encek haryani namenye.. kui3 guwau je.. eiyuwww.. actually xtaw nk update ape.. so letak la pic ni..

sumthing keeps interfered my mind.. sumtin..sumtin..yes sumtin..

instead of mooting yg mmg i da tension thp dewa ni.. ade lg yg mendesak dlm otak ni

hard to let my mind free.. hard to accept what people sayin to me..

i know i'm stubborn.. org ckp, i dgr.. i insaf skejap je..

then i start do the same damn thing.. think what i should not think..

tired.. what a tiring thoughts.. i just can't let u go..

stop it,, no use,, xdpt pahala pn pk..(ade mamat ni ckp) haha

and so.. my mooting is on monday.. this monday.. really scary..

nervous sgt2.. ya Allah bantulah aku.. bg ketenangan.. amin..

*now playing~kau tetap dlm anganku*-->karat

no passion...

2010-02-21T14:39:00.011+08:00

no passion to stay at home!! hoo igtkan duk rumah lbh gembire,, since my parent renovate the house.. and the condition.. uh really not condusive to me.. serabot aih.. tension gilos.. so i decided to come back here in s.alam yesterday.. saturday morning tu i bgun tdo,, da dgr noisy.. hiargh.. cm nk smackdown org pn ade.. hahah.. i told my mum, hari ni la blik. xjadi balik esok.. dia pn phm i xblh stdy dgr bunyi bising2 tu.. so after lunch i siap2 chiow.. tq kat abah bg duet minyak n topup touch n go. hehe save duet sy =)

smpai cni cm pnat lak kan.. tdo jap, mandi, mlm baru nk bace land.. ooh land law.. y u have so many cases n sections?? grr.. so i bace la jual janji, lien and charge. charge byk la pulek ade statutory notice, cause to the contrary, ofs, taking possession,etc.. hurrrr.. i'm not memorizing anything yet. and the test is tomorrow nite. hooo c'mon2!!

ok dah habis luahan ketensionan sy tu.. ni ape yg sy wat smggu cuti.. xla smue.. a bit..

tbe2 my sis belikan kek secret recipe choc indulgence 1kg.. haha hambek xlarat nk mkn.. psni sure i xblh tgk kek dah =p

the next day, my 2nd sis punye event. haha seronoknye dia dpt cincin tande.. hope bahagia slaloo =)

monday tu i g mid valley.. ade ni tarian naga ape ntah.. everyone was watching it but i'm not interested pn.. haha..i tgk wayang cte percy jackson, the lightning thief.. bes ooh 4.5 stars.

balik dr mid, mak i da dpt new kitten. hoh again?? kucin yg sedia ade pn dah ckup annoying. hahak.. his name kecik.. kinda evil, mulut sgt bising.. grr

ini senior cats.. mmg sering berkasih-syg mereka ni.. i'm jelez!! hahak

at last, ade gak mende bergune i buat.. haha.. tadaa.. ni library uia. i crik sources lrm dgn k.farah.. and we learn how to xerox books.. miahaahhaa

ok dah2.. i nk bace land.. uh healthcare n criminal dlm mimpi pn i xbace lg.. ohh no..

eVeRyThinG cOMeS wiTh rEaSon

2010-02-17T17:53:00.003+08:00

hari ini dia buat kita menangis...

mungkin hari esok dia menangis kerana kita...

='(

salji dan cendawan

2010-02-07T16:12:00.017+08:00

tajuk tu ku pn xphm pekehel.. haha abaikan..

damn hot.. haha whatta sunny day yesterday,, smalam kami berjalan2 mkn hangen, bajet cm tourist.. kui3 walhal sux alam je pun-tmn prtanian bukit cahaya (betol ke x ni namenye).. take a look what have we done there

cm bese posing di tangge.. eiiyuw..(taken from some1) hahak

mane 1 pngantin laki ntah.. =p

4 of us yg terlampau 'matured' kui3 =p

hah tgk apetuuuu..?

muke tahan sejuk.. nyampah.. haha

sbenarnye da beku kaki tgn.. pheww

sejuk gilossss.. (seswai x dgn posing?) kah3

lukisan je blakang toh.. huhuk

4 seasons.. i yg penguin toh.. ngee

inilah tempat yg mcm peti ais td..

tgga ni curam.. uuh scary~

penat smpai xlarat nk brgambar dah.. haha

jum balik..!! anyway, aku drive laju ker? haha

*special thnx to mimi dan camera canggeh beliau. wahaahaha

the same damn thing

2010-02-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

february.. ah.. da 1 month here means 4 weeks had started the claz..

so bahang2 pressure da dirasai.. esp for my lrm n mooting

argh hope i can stand this.. i know every sem pn mcm ini..

the thing is, how i make myself to survive

how i manage everything

how i compartmentalize my life

how..how..how..

haiyaaaa.. =(

welcome back!

2010-01-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

04 01 2010

we are in part 4 now, nearly to final year.. uhh scaryy

i begin this semester.. i need to polish my brain cuz da brkarat sgt ni.. dan nk warm up engine ni dulu sbb lazyness yg blum hilang.. huhu

so this sem i got 7 subjects total 2o credit hours. quite tough rite? =)

let see what i need to finish by the end of this semester

1- bel 472: language appreciation
2- law 554: land law 2
3- law 555: criminal law 2
4- law 556: administration of trust
5- law 557: legal research and methodology
6- law 558: mooting
7-law 570: law and healthcare

doakan saya berjaya sem ini.. ya Allah bantulah aku, permudahkan perjalanan hidupku di sini. amin..

surprise again..! haha

2010-01-05T12:58:00.006+08:00

kejutan demi kejutan.. haha cm ayat iklan pulak.. yesterday me, mimi, yani n kak farah g mkn kt pizza hut section7 yg baru buke tu.. agak gempakla kn msuk dlm tu mmg bising sbb dorg siap psg lagu.. happening sgguh.. tp 1 je, servis x ok sgt mybe sbb baru lg n trlalu rmai customer,, kami order piza len dia bg piza len.. uh adekepatot.. hurm so ape kejutannye?? tadaaa lps sup smpai, tbe2 org piza tu bwk kek siap dgn lilin terpasang.. haha seriously i'm speechless.. mule2 cm blur kn.. pastu baru taw ni well planned by kak farah, yani n mimi.. patotla mse i sms kak farah ckp nk amik kul 8, dia kate ade keje lak. 845pm katenye.. then after isyak tu tbe2 dia msg ckp nk g sndiri,, so i kene amik yani la.. i said 'ok2' (tanpa mengesyaki ape2).. hahah ooh rupenye dia da prepare for the cake.. kate mimi ini tradisi kite.. kui3 funny. but i'm really thankful to all 3 of u yg appreciate me as a fren and msh sudi celebrate belated besday with me. haha..

almost 11pm baru slesai mkn.. full giler.. 2 regular pizza + kek black forest lg.. it's more than enuff for us =p balik tu after hanta yani kt teratai, i jumpe dayah jap my beloved gossip adik.. hahaha.. i nk amik cd demo sky tu.. thnx tu aly yg give me for free the cd,, and also i'm really2 happy dpt jumpe dayah cuz da lame xjumpe dia since last time i met her when i'm with him. him tu sape? ntah la.. huhu well tu je kot dpt ditype.. sentence pn tunggang-langgang x teratur. so soorry readers =)

yani n mimi yg khusyuk bersembang.. haha sory guys, candid je. ngee

kek dan 2 batang lilin.. 2 for 20.. hehe tp i da 21

mcm biase la kn black forest =p

inilah cd nye. skyluvrock! walahh nice job dear! =)

things change!!

2009-12-31T18:08:00.002+08:00

well hey today is my day.. haha poyo jer.. finally we reach the end of this year,, 31dec i wait for this.. hehe.. fuh agak lame menunggu hari ini..

this year so many things happen,, i grow up and learn a lot of experiences.. nk recap everything impossible la.. smpai esk bercrita my 12 months of 2009. heheh..

so of coz i ade azam baru.. new year, new age, new bf (kui3 gurau jer),, lalalalaa.. thnx so much kpd bff, friends,foes,exs,sis,bros,etc yg igt and wish me.. im really2 appreciate it.. really.. it's beyond any words i can say to all of you..

mlm td i call several friends.. ada yg siap nyanyi bagai.. haha so nice la korang.. seriously terharu taw.. till 5am bargayot. peh pns tlinge ni.. but still i bercdey on sumtin.. just mls nk story laa.. sad things i don't wanna to remember it.. ahh damn,, the question lingers in my mind is why? why? why? it remain till now. hurm.. could u answer me? =( forget the sad things.. syuhh2! i hope u change. i still bg pluang for the next year.. but i dunno whether u take it as chance or what.. uh.. i hate this part..

ouch i'm running out of time.. have to go.. but then nnt i update lg, xsempat nk type.. again, thnx3!! for reading this entry =) chiow

footnote: hawa darlida is officially 21 years today ;p

yesterday

2009-12-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

this is the story of yesterday.. late edition la kn. hahaha.. so smalam, yani n kak farah visit me kt umah!! haha surprise..! yani col me around 3pm la ckp.. kitorang da otw g umah kau. hah u kidding me?? naseb bek da bgun. tgh mkn time tu. kalo membute lg xtaw la nk ckp ape. hahak.. so i tnye korang da ktner? mcd. ooh mcd ok. nk aku g amik ke?? haha baek ati la pulek.. then dgr k.farah tnye direction.. bg la direction, naseb dorg cpt pick up.. kui3

dlm 10min dowg smpai. hehe kembang kuncup hidung sy kegumbiraan.. rinduuuuuu..! warghhahaha mcm pe je an.. msuk dlm kitorang borak2 dan bgosip.. and citer kak farah takot kai kontek lensnye. hehe cian mule2 mmg la takot ckit.. smbil2 tu tgk citer ciken little. kah3 lawok cumel lak ai ank ayam kai spek..

so dats itt.. thnx to both of u yang wat kejutan.. i'm realy2 appreciate it.. nnt free dtg la lg yer.. hehe

hup! hup! hurray!

2009-12-28T00:25:00.008+08:00

first of all.. im not as hepy as u guys expected ok..(if u refer to d title)

sy attend wedding ceremony ini dis morning. venue melati hall, perbadanan putrajaya.. guess what? i yg drive g putrajaya tuh.. fuh pkai ayu2, mekap bagai, skali kene drive.. brpeluh2 jugak la.. byk knderaan lak tu td.. stended la mrr2.. dgn cuace yg pns.. ahh silau.. i shud hv sunglasses with me..pedih gler mata tgk jalan. huu maklum arr bru2 nk drive jejauh kn.. so kne biase2 kn la.. huhuk.. otw blik, i tgk langit mmg gelap sgt.. i said 'mak nk ujan ni'.. bru je kt highway putrajaya tu, peh hujan turun dgn lebatnye.. mmg lebat parak la.. seriously i smpai da xnmpk jalan. i just depend pd lampu keter dpn and i jage jarak la takot dkt sgt kang terhentam uh,, dgn kecekalan dan doa yg tdk putus2, meneruskan prjalanan.. jammed jugak la cuz sume keter da bwk slow kn.. jantung i dupdapdupdap gak.. peh cuak la kot.. whatever it is, alhamdulillah kami slamat smpai kul 330pm.. huu syukur2.. =)

take a look several shotss =)

menarek bukan>>cupcakes

pelamin dia peh grand.. oops pengantin x smpai lg lor.. hhaha

princess~ hahhaha perasan gilosh. blah2!! kui3

muke sopan alahai.. aku da naek segan duk situ lelame..

my sis n my mum.. puteh amat lak ai.. kui2

posing kt uma before g sane. sempat g.. hee

mak u look gojez in pink!! :*

that's it. tata!

Value of my Life

2009-12-19T01:32:00.003+08:00

wtf wif d title? pls made an ignorance. haha

geram ai.. i read this one sentence.. argh i think virus jealousy dah infected to me. damn!! pls go away!! no need la i jd mcm irrational thinking on what u doin, who u mingle with, where u are. etc.. damn damn..! i hate this feeling.. haros tenang.. but i just can't. should let u go from beginning rite. i'm a stone heart. i'd told u long time ago. it looks like me softhearted, but the fact is i'm very egoistic. org ckp prempuan ego ni truk? betol kn? i feel sux too.. actually i had tolerate my ego with u. few things i can start.. but the whole thing u had started. what can i say?

honestly, i feel we are not in d same line now. as such, u are in boundary a, while me in boundary b. since the world had totally split.. everything does not flower anymore.. (readers i hope u know what i mean rite).. im not hope much from u.. just a small attention. at least. is it so hard to hit me with nice greet or whatever that makes me sigh. i didnt expect to get u everytime. just a hope u feel me.. the way i think of u. i know things not usually done the way we want..

should i surrender?? or giving u chance? i dunno.. if u so mean, just let me go. woman burdens man. i know it. my prediction is to reduce your burden. no sunshine, world not bright like before =(

Pain is Beauty

2009-12-14T01:24:00.003+08:00

title berkenaan adalah dirujuk.. haha.. itulah status saya skarang. xphm?? wat2 phm sudey. huhuk.. adududuuduuu.. can't imagine the next day and day.. but sure thing i will gain 2 profits from this suffer moment. huuu ayayayyaai.. last choice in this world. i will choose this. why? only myself can answer this not u and u and u.. i really hate mengeluh or wat so ever. i hate to gain sympathy. dats not me. tabah.. jgn mengeluh.. giler ah!! da sampai stage ni. xkan nk patah balik pulak kn. let say u reached perlis then u wanna turn to jb? not as simple as that lah. as$ simple maybe. haha now i start writing vulgar words and those carrot words,, rosak2 =p what ever it is.. i pray for myself to be strong. bertahan lah.. i'm not dying anyway rite..

ahh so come discuss my achievement for my last semester. damn i drop my pointer but still manage to maintain. kinda upset.. i blame myself. not u or u or u. ahh let see why this happen. as usual subjek2 menyebok like bel, 3rd lang, koko, i can hv gud grade for these. naseb baek la kn. law subjects!! i'm so ashamed now. hey law student xdpt a utk law subjek ke? apelah.. memalukan ok. really i feel this way. baru part 3 result makin merudum. i said to my bff-- aiyak smpai part6 brape je la pointer aku tggl kn? haha he's laughing and state i always playing? hey.. i think i'm serious enuff. come here and see the questions. so u can't deny it =p but surprisingly.. i get A for my equity n trust!!! haha mcm nk screaming and declare charitable trust for public benefit. haha see crap2!! this is one of killer and miserable subject for us since the lecturer pn uhh scary~ but alhamdullilah. i think sir john chuah was very in gud mud when markin my paper. rite sir? =p so mcm itu lah life. it is unexpected. i didnt expect to score this paper but well god's plan. dan sumenye depends pada rezeki individu tersebut kn. other law papers ade la i get b+,b,b-. ahh bad things i malu nk share lah =p

hurm what more to story here er.. ooh so now we are in december. i'm counting my days to be 21 years old lady. aah i love my genap age 20. but we are getting older and older. can't restraint it anyway. hahah.. i hope he remember my beshday. damn i really3 hope he remember it. i hope u remember me!! like i remember u. knowing u been busy with your working, report, presentation, blablabla and neglect me. ok i accept it.. but deep inside i'm a bit hurt. xpelah.. i can be more understanding. i wanna be matured. rejected all childish behaviour in me. how ek? urm.. tgk layout blog ni pn mcm 'small girl' punye blog. walhal 'big girl' haish. hahaha.. to person concerned in this paragraph, i missed u like a sand along the beach. ahh sh*t la baru je rase nak ber-shakespeare. just i hate literature so i can't continue with it. hehe

woww not bad dah 3 para i type rupenye.. haha ok la readers. i pn tataw nk cite ape.. hit later with my crap or gossip thingyy.. ngee gossip remind me to my adik2 (dayah n mai) hahak

currently listening to agnes monica~teruskanlah. ouch this song made me sad lorh

xOxO~

2009-11-30T01:14:00.003+08:00

it puts too much pressure on a man to make him the only source of love and support

a man's sense of self is defined through his ability to achieve results

a woman's sense of self is defined through her feelings and the quality of her relationship

men are motivated and empowered when they feel needed while women when they feel cherished

not to be needed is a slow death for a men

just as women are afraid of receiving, men are afraid of giving

it is difficult for a man to listen to a woman when she is unhappy because he feels like a failure

*taken from john gray~ men are from mars, women are from venus =)*

ignorance is bless

2009-11-29T01:30:00.005+08:00

hurm such a lonely title rite? yeah kinda.. i'm alone in this house. where the people inside so busy working. and i'm just live here like parasite.. eat and sleep. haha nothing i can do.. but i really have something to learn during my holiday. what izit? secretoo la.. but not cooking! ROFL. fortunately still i have fun here. i enjoy bullying my cats. they are evil. it is unexpressed. they just made me had heart attack again and again. they interrupt my sleep. damn! i really hate people or anything sh*t disturbing my sleep. and this makes me remember to leley (also a cat). leley is noty-annoying-perasan cat at jalan kristal 7/78. i hope when this semester open, i wont see her face again. hahhahaaha~

i just hate both of u! fact and act! haha

musibat face from radix. hahak

hey do u think u so special to sleep there huh?!!

- you've got mail -

2009-11-18T17:04:00.003+08:00

wargh.. i didn't expect got mail during my semester break. since my exam result pn i just retrieve from internet.. so i don't have any credit card bills every month or even phone bills. prepaid is suitable for student rite, unless i'm working already then i'm gonna choose to pay bills. aah anyway just go straight to d main point!

tacing da ini card.. haha u very art la dear.. she said this for apology.. cuz last nyte, i da kene mrh lg dgn dia.. urmm..

i received this card.. kinda friendship card.. from a fren. i know her not more than 6 months i think. but, so many things happen between us. since i know her bf. and we always fighting. jealous yes jealous. what's d point to fight for man. he's not the only man for u. and i also don't have any single feelings towards him. no need for you to be jealous. u know i'm always back up u in whatever circumstances. i know u before him. without u, i will ever to know him. i remember that. hence, pls be fren with me without any prejudice. friend never ends. that is what i believe in my life.

i know some of the time, i made u sad.. when u know ur bf sms me instead of hitting u. when i'm being honest, look what happen. you blame me. pls be understanding.. he needs friend, just that. i keep asking him why u don't tell any of ur probs tu ur fren. i mean d guys. he said it's comfortable to tell the person with the opposite sex. he means the thought is different. can take both sides. i dunno.. this girl always claimed i'm that her bf admire me. wtf?? pls stop it. nothing will happen. and u know very well i have mine too. hurm..

oops.. terluah perasaan pulak.. hahaha anyway.. the character of d story adalah dirahsiakan. don't ask me who.. haha

OMG=OH! my Gucci!

2009-11-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

told u.. how i end up my semester yesterdayy.. we went for cinema n shopping.. anyway mcm xpcaye i dont bought any shirt or shoes.. but books!! haha imprezza~~ i change a lot rite. haish.. positive change.. saye bangge dgn diri saye.. anyway exam end officially.. towards the end, im not really hepy with the papers. but well.. mende da lps.. look forward.. and enjoy my semester break to d fullest (dats wat i intend to do)

Oh my prada!! oh my jimmy choo! oh my louis vuitton! haha.. gold digger or known as 'pisau cuko'.. so i watched diz muvi. ok laa not bad. funny but yet dats reality women now..(oops.. =p)

i bought these two books. one is d novel by sophie kinsella-the confession of a shopaholic. the muvi i hunting at early semester. hhehe finally i got it!

secondly, love motivation book- men are from mars, women are from venus. im wondering why i really excited to read this book. haha.. overall it's a book to understand men and women in relationship. i have read 1 chapter so far. interesting cant wait to read moooore..!

when men and women are able to respect and accept their differences then love has a chance to blossom

Last Update

2009-10-30T14:11:00.008+08:00

this is my last update before exam.. ahhaaaa so cuak.. pray for me and my frens.. ya Allah, bantu lah aku dgn kwn2 mnjawab exam dgn tenang,,berikan ketenangan kepadaku utk menghadapi peperiksaan ini.. ameen..

several shots before exam. wuuuu

final destination.. ahaaa~

the time is golden (but still im wasting it =p)

hadap waterfall mkn. heaven~

cendol itu yg sedap.. warghhh

kucen yg wt aku saket jantong.. aiyokkk geramnyeee

*by that, i declare myself awayyyy from this blog. bye2 c ya! *,*

-point of no return-

2009-10-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

i think u familiar with this term.. in the trust law.. where the settlor has reached the point of no return, means he cannot countermand his trust as the trust had properly constituted..

but my post got nothing to do with equity and trust or what so ever academic thing..

i'm reach this point.. where i can't turning back..

i know i'm hurting you..

i never intended to fool u. but u think so, i can't do anything

u said what ever i told you is a lie. no, you wrong

have u ever been in the situation where there's a 'war in your heart'?

u want, but.. the respond is vague..

so you choose to back off...

people say.. if 1 door close, let the others open..

i'm hopeless.. really..

if i can utter those words to you, i will...

sorry but unfortunately i can't speak out

i'm always in the part of where i'm not giving a chance to justify myself

i'm always let the people think what they wanna think..

hurm that is me ..

+obsession+

2009-10-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

baru aku phm ape itu obsess

dulu aku xprcaye ade ke obsess ni dlm hidup aku?

mlm ni.. yes tonite aku da phm ape itu obses pd org.

yg akan smpai thp yg menakutkan

ketenangan yg digugat..

hati yg terseksa..

ooh mngapekah...

i can't think now

damn messy..

argh help! =(

mr.jealousy: helo. da smpai ke? naik ria kn

me: huh? mane taw? u here? damn!

mr.jealousy: xla kt puchong ni. eh kt bangi

me: tpu. kt s.alam kn? kt cni kn?

mr.jealousy: aah kt s.alam. xnmpk ke?

me: (berlari2 ke tgkp) n seein white car.. sh*t! apasal tggu kt situ?!

mr.jealousy: eh mane ade. saje je. ok lah nk balik da. bye (smbil mlambai2 at me)

me: xnk jmpe ke?! *almost cryin cuz know i can't catch him anyway'

mr.jealousy: gone~

dont u know i missed u damn much but u go just like that? =(

The Sky and The Earth

2009-10-02T19:05:00.003+08:00

He loves green, I love pink

He loves beef burger, I love chicken burger

He hates cheese, I hate cigarette

He loves smoking, I love shopping

He enjoys singing, I enjoy watching (karaoke vs cinema uh?)

He loves calculating, I love reading (math vs English)

He dislikes reading, I dislike calculating

He independent, I dependent

He driver, I passenger

He eat less, I eat a lot

He slim, I’m fat (ah,, can’t help)

He needs to drink weight gain, I have to eat FTF (fight the fat. haaha!)

He 1985, I’m 1988 (hehe)

He tall, I’m short (It can be same if I’m wear high heels. Lalalaala~)

He did calling, I’m did sms-ing

He’s rural, I’m urban (laughing again!)

He’s black, I’m white (kah3)

He’s naughty, I’m decent (keh3)

He loveable, I’m lovely (weee~)

Lastly, he boyfriend and I girlfriend =)

….

…….

………….

(20 are enuff lol)

No matter how many contradictions, differences and so on between us,, it doesn’t matter anyway.. who cares?! Hahaha

FEarLesS

2009-09-30T20:51:00.009+08:00

dush! dush! malasnyeeeee nk menaip... haaha i'm actin like lazy bear now.. dem real lazy to update this blog. lotsa in my mind but just this,, ahh i can't blame my finger.. ahahaaa~

week ago raye sakan.. (sakan ke? haish).. thought i'll not get any raya moneyyy.. but imprez i get 2rat.. (shopping? =p) no-no need to have saving from now on. cuz i had planned with fren of mine, during diz semester break nk g holidaying.. wiiiii shall we? =)

diz year ramai pulak tetamu dtg umah.. cian mak xdpt nk rest sgt.. but u like it don't u mak? =)

day 1-7 syawal mmg heaven~ haha sedar xsedar i have to submit my criminal assignment on the next monday (i mean last monday).. so i reach here(sux alam) at 5pm sunday and smpai2 tu trus sedar diri. on my laptop, searching for cases, and what not.. haha can see my kalut face time tu.. lantak lah.. thnx god my housemate xbalik lg.. so they can't see how funny i am at that point of time.

by 2am only i can landing and sleep.. phew... sigh~ i conmpletely done my last minute assignment.. (uh whatta bad student i am ayte?)

errmm pe lg nk citer.. oh yea!!! as usual 'good' news.. my final exam is less than 1 month from now. without stdy week.. huu suffer.. (sejarah pre law part 3 again!).. risauu sgt2!! tp i'm not change. dats the problem.. helloooooooo hawa darlida keluarlah dr dunia fantasy u tu!! focus,concentration,hardworking,bless,pray,determination.. some of the key words that i should hold till the end. urgh.. the tense is increasing.. mcm biase la i'm hyperkalut gurl, can't deny this =p

some of the photos during eid. enjoy looking! ahahaa~

ketembaman dan kelebaman yg xdpt dicover.. atey..~

akak sy yg shantek.. ngehehe

akak sulung yg tomey cm ank bongsu kononnye... koh3 =p

mak saye my heart~

smakin chubby owg tgh ye.. huhuk

mata ular kate akak sy.. haish~

*byk g gambo tp maleh nk haplod.. ckuplah byk2 kang nyampes lak owg tgk ROFL*

hot stuff

2009-09-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

mwahahaha another way of wasting moneyy.. haiyaa i'm almost broke.. facts! huu damn sux bein shoppaholic like me.. but i hope i wont be like the woman in the movie (the confession of shoppaholic).. she hunted by creditors. wargh i can't imagine..! if dat happen to me i'd rather die.. ROFL. argh why must i love shopping rather than watching movie, karaoke, blablabla and all the nonsense feveret teenage things =p

perfume.. flowers by cynthia rowley

the bottle.. exclusive not? =p

another stuff is magic contact lens.. haaaha tadaaa shipping from korea.. funny lolx~ (nmpk x 2 small bottles tu??)

Pra-Present-Past

2009-09-10T20:51:00.008+08:00

so lameeee da xup8 my blog.. xtaw nk type ape.. dunno wat to story here. the fact is that i'm really2 damn bz working on assignments, tests, presentations. aahh student.. redha je lah.. anyway ade jugak la nk citer..

first thing last week, me berbuke pose dgn someone and his family. ehem2 invitation kn.. xkn x g pulak. koh3.. ish2.. naseb bek parent dia sporting.. round2 phg aku sabtu aritu.. haha agk gile yer.. tp mmg best. thnx to u =)

suasana kampung yg mmg aku ske kt uma dia . tenang jer..~

diyan love gemuk.. eiyuww

ini 2 ekor arnab kt umah saye.. mmg ta pueh ati tol dgn mereka sbb bunyi lucing tu sgguh annoying. wawawawa =p

eh laptop sape ni? pinknyeeeeeeeeeee... haha walaweyh laptop ku baru angkat ni.. muehehe i mean the skin.. (xdpt vaio pink skin pn jd la =p)

FeeL iRRiTaTed~

2009-08-30T15:03:00.007+08:00

I hate diz insects. Yeah dat suits her, really annoys on what she did.. to me and especially to my parent. I don’t respect her anymore. Well people see her perfect. Outside maybe. But hell no.. she looks descent but she’s not. Damn really no. I hate her so much as she keeps under estimate me. She have to learn how to respect people esp her family. Is dat so hard? To the closest person, who raise her from kid. Belajar la mngenang budi. Please lah, I dunno why she becomes like this. Mmg saket jantung tgk perangai dia. Herm dah la xgune nk lepas geram kt cni. People not feel the way I feel now. Sad+geram+bengang= and all compilations of kemarahan. Grr!

Well, I’m home yesterday. Alhamdulillah dpt berbuka puasa dgn family. I feel good (not really actually in the existence of dat ‘urgh’). So quite a big change at my house. My house inside mcm flower park... Huuuu ayayayaaii

new thingyy. wargh..! i wanna webcam laptop too mak =) (mine is left)

katalog handbag.. my sis beli new bag. jelez2 =p

radix(my cat) relax kekenyangan semase berbuke.. phewwww heaven~

mcm tmn bunge.. byk tol munge mak beli. got lots more but nnt raye x exclusive dah laa mueheheh =p

+untitled+

2009-08-23T16:40:00.005+08:00

hidup ni susah kita nk duga...

kdg2 kita rasa dekat sgt dgn seseorg tu, tp sebenarnya jauh...

walaupun kita dapat capai dan pegang tangan dia,

tapi belum tentu hati dia kita dpt selami...

mungkin kdg2 kita dpt tgk dia ketawa,

tp kite tak tahu apa makna di sebalik senyumannya...

bile dia menangis, kita ingat kehadiran kita dpt memujuk,

walhal kehdiran kita langsung tak disenangi...

rencah dunia, kita tak tahu sape kawan dan sape lawan,

sehinggalah smpai satu masa kita jatuh,

adakah tangan itu menghulurkan bantuan,

atau kita akan ditinggalkan...

*i hate this part. really =(

ignore the caption pls =p

pengakuan hati~

2009-08-19T14:31:00.002+08:00

hug n kisses~ XoXoXo

hahahaa~
agak jiwang ye tittle nyee...
no la, hati sy mngaku sy sdg serabottt...
serabot dgn life sy yg tired ini..
ahh helpless me..
ooh student knapelah kami bz sgt...?

and other thing is that..
haaaa i sms-ed friend of mine..
telling her something,
me~ iraa... someone got to go to kedah =(
ira gojez~ yeah? who? ***? haha
me~ yups la sape lg. 1 month ok.. huk
ira gojez~ hah 1 month? lamenye.. what he did there?
me~ keje la ape lg...
ira gojez~ haaha xdpt dia bwk u g mamam lg kn?
me~ erkk mamam?? haaha y u so cumel!

dan begitu lah kisahnyee..

ahahah pls made an ignorance to this post =p

Question of Fact

2009-08-11T11:01:00.002+08:00

mintak tolong ckit memember ku syg...

boleh korang tlg define 'gebu' tak?? koh3*

haha pd persepsi masing2...

komen anda sy hargai... *kof3*

makaseyh... =)

soalan ni agak vague tp trpulang la korg nk jwb ape. no right or wrong answer. okeh! *gelak rolling2*

.a story of the nyte.

2009-08-08T00:53:00.006+08:00

heavenn~ 07/08/09.. kitorang kuar mkn2 celebrate beshday kak farah yg da lps pd 31st July aritu.. beliau tuwe sudaa.. hahak jgn mrh, pis~ first thing first mkn satey hj. samuri yg kt pkns tu n then g mkn kek kt tasik... haha anyway got diz funny thing to share!

::kisah mesin bercakap::
time nk bayar parking kt sacc mall la ni.. me, mimi and kak farah g la kt mesin autopay. then mase nk bayar tu cm kitorang kecoh2 la sbb kak farah sebok nk bayarkan.. skali kan.. guess wat?! mesin tu bckp. ade suare lelaki ckp ni 'jgn berebut, sy xtaw nk amik yg mane' hhaahahah!! kitorang mule2 trperanjat only after that gelak sakan. huu we are so ashamed. mst org tu gelak tgk prangai kitorang cm bdk2 kt autopay machine toh. hadoyyyy,, dah bayar and i pick the ticket, again dat voice ckp 'trimekaseyh!' haaa giler xtahan nk gelak trus lari dr situ. ampessss can't forget this silly thing.. haaha

4 cuties... haha lg perasan xbuleyh blah.. (tiada dlm gmbar-kak farah)

kek blueberry ini sedap... ape laa akak kedai kek ni. org suro tulis kak farah dia tulis farah je. haiyaaa

me n syairah comeyh =)

me n mimi comeyh =)

comeyhloteyh clan. wawwaawa =p

*kpd syairah, awe doakan smoge jumpe balik purse beliau yg ilang ptg td.. amin..*

infected by comwarrior.. hahaaa~

2009-08-03T19:52:00.005+08:00

enpon mimi tlh diserang virus ini!! haha tbe2 dia tlh mghanta mms v kpd sume yg ade dlm phonebook dia. kah3 seb bek aku xkne lg. adei.. sbenarnye aku pn dpt v gak. virus mls nk delete inbox. nmpk tuu?? dah seriban msg baru aku sdar dan nk delete. siyez aku da mls nk lyn nset aku. msg, kol, dgr lagu pn kdg2.. hahaha dulu bkn men updated lg enpon ni.. adoyai.. mlsnyeeeeeeeeee nk bace kes... keh3

ReaLLy....?

2009-07-30T16:21:00.003+08:00

Dalam soal hati dan perasaan....

Benarkah perempuan tidak pernah dewasa?

*komen sikit kawan2...*

makan beradab.. harharhar

2009-07-25T09:55:00.016+08:00

we had this last nyte.. ahh mkn beradab.. haha no la.. mkn secare beretika ok. at 1st i think all this really annoying. tp bile da kt sane wlaupun agak bosan sbb we can't talk. i mean, xblh nk gelak kuat2 like my attitude. haha.. like wowww!! best gilak ini dinner! haaha sounds perak ayte.. thnx god bjaye behave myself. let's see some pics. tp ni kai phone camera. so gamba ta cantek sgt. okeh!

ini buktinye... haha

ecewah wat muke kenyang (walhal xla knyang sgt mkn beef je kot)

mommy mimi.. auwww.. haha pis~ jgn mrh

perkenalkan org tepi toh faisal..(nyebok je ko ek)

vip da balik.. all rise sume bangun.. the guys semat loh. haha kembang loh idung korang ye...

dessert.. apple pie amende ntah dgn vanilla eskem. tp rase cm tat nenas uh. kah3

sy menjadikan plate licin spt ini.. xde buang taw.. ngaaa kuat mkn namenye..

antara part yg aku suke. lilin ni.. peh menarik tol.. sory cik noor xnmpk muke u. hehe

muke mengom. aweyani.. hek3

gojez clan (perasan na mampuz. haha). mimi, yani, me, hafsah

mimiyani. tampar kang!! haha x pepasal

blum stat mkn... lapow!! mencik2!! =p

wah impress.. mane jerawat sy? plink ilang!! xnmpk sbb kamera x sharp. keh3

cm twin kn mereka? so cumilll =)

dlm kete otw nk g hotel grand blue wave s.alam.. muke cuak, haha

sekalung pghagaan pd mimi sbb tumpangkn kami. dgn kesihatan yg xmemberangsangkan tu, dia tetap memecut laju. makaseyyyyyyyyy =)

-lock in my heart-

2009-07-25T09:39:00.003+08:00

*panas* bace announcement di atas!!

haha no la... uitm sux alam lock down 1 week. seseme babik punye pasal. wawwwawawa excited giler nk blik umah. tp taw2 cuti raye 4 hari je. what?? 4 days? peh cm xraye.. sabow je la.. marah betol saye!! haha (walhal da tgedik-gedik nk blik umah ni) ngeee =)

i do hate thursday okei...!

2009-07-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

ta ske..
ta ske...
ta ske....
menciknye...
henci betol saye...

thursday my claz till 6...

grr!! damn tired...

rase otak ni fly je. huk di awang2 an krana trlalu pnt!

*beep* got msg.. yang jum kuar mkn. haha yang? heyloww so geli ini text. haahaha

no wayyy.. jz had my dinner with my fellow frens. full and overloaded.. herm... *thinking*

then i asked mimi. can i go out this nite? *silent*

*2 mins thinking* i repeat question. she laughed at me.. haiyaa how ek.. 10pm already

i said.. 'boleh la.. boleh la..!!' haha like she is my mommy..

decided to go, not to mkn jz teman ok. *beep* dpn umah --jap

11.15pm really tired and sleepy to the max.

*bye, thnx*

update blog-bace novel-tidow...

-end-

touching again.. haiya... .

2009-07-22T23:32:00.006+08:00

sy demam.. kerana berbuke dgn minum ais, sy sakit tekak. n then berjangkit selsema dgn sape2 ntah.. therefore, compilation yg baik sy telah demam. not attend my tutor for land law and soga. so wasting ma... huhuk apekan daye. xlarat td. kt pk pn rmai patient yg consist of student uitm lah. ish2 and all the staffs pkai mask. heylow?? uitm ni da infected by seseme babik ker? i heard so, but dorang x kecohkan lg.. mybe that particular person da dihantar pulang.. hooo sy pn dpt mask jugak. doc. tajuddin ckp kalo batok pkai mask tu ye.. aiyak dont want! dont want! haha

seseorang hanta kt sy air 100+ td. terharunyee sy. makasey soo much.. xla rase misery sgt dah like before... ish2 apekahh? ok la soo malas nk type lg. till then,, hope ok friday ni cuz ade dinner. really annoying. huhu x supportive lgsung bukan sy ini?? =p

heyy i want bigger 100+ can ah?? haha so demand ! *kof3*

.................

2009-07-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

pernahkah kau bicara, tapi tak didengar...

tak dianggap sama sekali...

pernahkah kau tak salah, tapi disalahkan...

tak diberi kesempatan...

ku hidup dengan siapa...

ku tak tahu kau siapa...

kau kekasihku tp orang lain bagiku...

kau dengan dirimu saja...

kau dengan duniamu saja...

teruskanlah, teruskanlah kau begitu... :(

hamster? eeiyuww [updated!]

2009-07-15T23:08:00.008+08:00

haha we got this beby hamster. akak senior ni pet dia hamster. ade rabbit gak. tp sejak 2 menjak ni rebit toh da jrg kelihatan... har3 i know the reason =p tantek gak rumah hamster ni kn. haha

*mereka ditemui mati pd sabtu lepas. al-fatihah*

mish 'em much )=

2009-07-15T13:11:00.012+08:00

accidentally while lookin those folders in my lappy.. haaa bersawang cuz it's been quite a long time i didn't care bout diz. so, i found out those pixchas during my secondary school. it was there and still there mrsm jasin. but they changed its name to mrsm tgb(tun ghaffar baba). feel bit awkward to call it mrsm tgb. yeah but nvm. i'm jz bit excited to see my crazee+best buddies ever!!

at the field. haha pls really i'm not sporty okei...

at my table.. ah messed up duh.. haha during nyte prep

amy's beshday.. again my table jd mangsa!

'grand' dinner. haha we are 17 but look old meh? =p

she's gojez no wonder.. haha(not refer to me)

table 24. chinese food. xkenyang.. har3

my beloved rumets!! mish 3 of u. zeela (nice+pretty girl), fiza (so cute!), amy (nice n manje)

brass band team.. tiup rekorder sudaaaa. hahahaaha

the best posing.. haha after spm nii

mase camping. dlm khemah ni.. (amy,me,deha,shira)

unlucky but yet lucky =>

2009-07-13T23:22:00.004+08:00

ahh.. gosh!!! i can on9 every time i want.

rak yg baru dibeli di jusco. and not forget my beryls choc. yummy! =)

:::a walk to remember:::

2009-07-13T16:41:00.005+08:00

bought this book at mph@mid valley. not me actually it belonged to my sis. haha she kinda obsess to own this novel. we had search this 7 months ago (yeah i jz estimate it), at borders @ the gardens. but seems we can't find it even use the directory. haha so slowww meh =p luckily find 2 in mph. hahaha grab n buy!! but xsempat nk finish reading cuz i need to be here (sux alam)... =(

touching love story. dreaming guy.. haaaa too lucky to get this kind of soulmate... nobody's perfect. however, in fact, i'd rather choose to be what my position now. bahagia jauh sekali.. still searching for happiness

unExciting =(

2009-07-13T09:47:00.004+08:00

huu how should i get started..
i think diz sem is a bit dull..
one of d reason is that i can't stay same class with my old peeps
haish not just they make it complicated, but then increase the tense..
well, we manage to stay in one claz and study together last sem
but not diz sem..
'they' here i prefer to the law faculty that locate us the claz.
'clear cut' case? huhhuuu hate the term anyway.
heyy come on.. this is like primary school huh?
therefore, the different method and approach that i need to make some alteration
grrr can u feel what i feel??
no, impossible..
huuu my problem keeps worryin me (eventhough it is not the big one)
ahh still i feel distacted with diz
so rubbish, wanna say sumtin ########!
hahaha daaa~

thnxxx--

2009-06-22T23:35:00.008+08:00

Last weekend mak wat mkn2 cuz my sis’s fren nk dtg mlawat.. haish meriah jugak umah aku.. hehe sronok pulak rasenye..

dikelilingi bakal2 doktor.. wahh =)

ehem2 jejaka kachak. haha

mkn kaver2.. alahai. haha

meriahnyeee =p

byknyee mak masak aritu.. sedap.. =D

lovely~noty~evil

2009-06-22T23:04:00.008+08:00

me hensem not?!

how do i look?

slap me!!

step my stomach!

i'm pretend kind

My lovely-noty-evil radix =) ngaaa~ I hate him damn much cuz he is annoying sometimes..

Tahap perasan yg membimbangkan!! Haish

2009-06-12T16:59:00.003+08:00

1. Avon true luminous liquid foundation in almond

2. Avon concealer in natural

3. Avon true luminous pearly pressed powder in beige pink

4. MAC pro-preferred white SPF15 matte foundation

5. Avon simply pretty eyebrow defining pencil in brown

6. Avon true color eyeshadow quad in romantic mauves

7. Avon supershock mascara in navy

8. Avon glimmersticks eye liner in blackest black

9. Avon true colour blush in silk

10. Avon simply pretty lipstick and lipgloss duo

ten is enuff.. hahak.. not including perfume.. I think I am craze now.. hasilnye ini. xnmpk sgt cuz i'm off flash. grrr (^_^)

ade cm yuna x?? hehek perasan na mampuz.. haha

Special Entry.. read!! .

2009-06-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

The result is coming..!! huu drop.. bad news.. luckily my mum not mad at me and I jz reduce my pointer 0.25. (0.25? gosh!! Byk gak tuu). Bye2 dean list. Haha adei.. but yet unlucky cuz I can see how bad the result if compare to my last sem. Last sem I got only 2B. this sem I got 3B and 1C and 4ayam wat?? Consti, I dunno how to score this subject. My ‘cry mark’ only 15 over 30. No wonder ayte?? Got c+ pn da very2 grateful. At least I passed this cuz the lecturer uhhh scary…! Surprisingly.. I got this twist fate.. last sem I got 3a and 1b for my law subjects. Guess what happen? Dis sem I got 3b and only 1a. too bad.. and the a is the subject that I got b last sem.. (mcm keleng daa ayat aku ni). My law of tort I got A!! Alhamdulillah really2 x sangke.. madam nora j agak strict in marking.. mungkin rezeki aku kot. Alhamdulillah =)

Frankly speaking I’m worry with my position. Scholar holder like me, kalo result truk abis laah.. my mum bkn la marah. She jz care for me.. she said maintain la sng nk dpt keje. Mak, I do this all for you. I learn so hard. Pray for me. Thanx mak, doa ibu mmg dimakbulkan.. kasih ibu sampai ke syurga..