i can make it through the rain..

stand up on my own..
i know i'm strong enough to mend..

tough semester.. just 8 weeks left. plus minus the exam part.
no matter how many challenges i will face,, i will make it through the rain.

you will when you believe :)

positive thinking never fails me to feel better. i had experience of having a friend who used to punish me whenever i speak negative words. very thoughtful friend of mine..

meet my firm mates! i adore every one of u. none is bad :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

dengan nama Allah yg maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang..

actually dah lama x update blog.. last update pasal dpt anak buah je kan..

igt dah mmg tak nak update tunggu sampai dapat anak sendiri.. tp mcm lambat lagi la pulak. haha joking..

sedar tak sedar cuti sem dah nk habis pn.. i mean my last day this saturday. no more playing.. wake up late.. doing nothing.. laughing like child, etc etc..

next semester.. last chance.. before i leave this law school.. i'm a bit devastated with my last sem result. but it doesnt mean im give up..

i need to work hard.. maybe agak terkilan becuz it's not me not put the effort for last sem. maybe it is jz adequate but not sufficient.

currently i'm a bit stress with things-to-do-in-future. okay maybe i'm a bit slow to think all bout this when the girls and fellas, they already had something in their mind. me? please.. let me finish my study..

i need 600% focus, 500% support. haha izit imbalance figure there? or hiperbole? =p i really need it.. and i wanna try to be as understandable person as i can..

blablabla study things make me feel nervous.. oh my niece growing up so well. for 2 months baby, she quite big. and so so responsive. in a positive way. i love to kiss her and the smell is just like in a baby world. trust me i bet. hehe^^

hahaha habes laaa sorfina bakal diserang fenomena pinky maksunya! ;D

ooh lupaaaaa i da cabut braces.. babai gigi besi.. suffer pakai retainer pulak. dan inilah hasilnye. eceh muntah org tgk kang. haha

alhamdulillah

oh well this is soooo long i didnt update anythng here. i dont even tell you how was my llb part 1. busy like hell but yeah alhamdulillah.. with the shed of blood and tears, we manage to go thru it. anotha 1 sem to go. ah i feel so scared of my result :( stop it! dont want to think about it.

ouh yes i'm purposely wanna write about how my family members plus 1! heee my sister safely deliver her baby on the 6th of january 2012. in the middle of final exam, i got this news. it was friday, and i hv my 1st paper on that day. subject bahasa melayu undang-undang. oh lame =p nasib bkn evidence, ke cpc paper ke.. huu.. they named her Aiesha Sorfina. she is so clean and cute and white and everything. maksu admire sorfina. sgt2 trharu becuz i dont hv any adik, at last i hv niece.. but, my attitude doesnt reflects that i'm already an auntie. haha friend of mine can prove this xD

lemme upload some pictures. she is really cute. i bet u'll agree with me :)

3.18 kg. 06/01/2012

yg nii sumpah comel. auww maksu melting dah =p

gaya typical sorfina tido. tgn ke atas. he he

my sis n bro in law. happy :DD

Weollss masa aqekah sorfina at sepang. rumah tok nenek belah sana

sorfina sgt temtembams!!

my mum aka nenek bersama cucu kesayangan semesta alam. hihi

dengan ini,, maksu ingin mendendangkan sebuah lagu utk baby sorfina..

matamu.. bibirmu.. pipimu dan juga senyummuuuuuu... ahax~

it belongs to someone out there

I want someone to share my secrets with

someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep

someone who feels comfortable around my family

someone to comfort me when I'm scared

to hold me when I'm sad

someone who doesn't need to say that he loves me for me to know it's true..

are you that someone? =)

s.l.i.m

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. alhamdulillah.. blog ni masih bernyawa.. hehe even after abandoned by me for more than a month :D

well the title doesn’t reflects me.. errhh staying 4 months at home just made me so ‘slim’. I’m scared to death.. becuz not only worry about my physical appearance but the most important thing is my health. Like my mom said.. ‘the more fat you are, the more diseases you have’ true mom.. For real,, I don’t feel right with my eating pattern =(

ouh now we are in Ramadhan. Happy fasting everyone.. whatever it is,, I feel so thankful becuz this year setelah sekian lama.. sy boleh berpuasa selama 30 hari with my family. It’s great to gather since I don’t really have this kind of chance to be at home every Ramadhan before.. I remembered how difficult to search and struggle for foods when u already tired for classes and what not.. but berbuka puasa ramai2 with my friends was fun. Seriously,, I miss the time with all of ya.. but to be here with family is a golden opportunity,, I am so grateful.. And you too rite? =)

btw,, this sept we gonna further our study as planned. Alhamdulillah.. hopefully everything done accordingly.. tapi i cm tak ready pulak nk study balik.. mybe it’s becuz I’m too busy with my working thing.. ahh I’m too old for that stuff.. (ted mosby). Lotsa things not settle yet.. actually not at all done. Haha why I’m so layback ni.. ooh help me God..

oke just get back to what I have now. It’s a bliss to be here with my family,, and you.. everyone who always support me all this while, my dear bff mya and my fat meow. my life would sux without u.. Hehe ^^

i heart my family..

sgt happy.. feel like wanna cryin'.. thanks ya Allah :')

Horrible Monday

First of all,, this is a delayed post which I intended to post it yesterday.

Yesterday was like daymn,, I am terribly perform the week. I mean Monday was symbolizing the whole week. Not really an accurate way to measure but who cares. I do care my Monday went all wrong. It started when I woke up late at 8.15am. can u imagine that?? I have to be in office by 9 am supposedly. I was really in hurry! shower, suit up myself and messy stuff lol. Seriously I’m look mcm “tak siap’’ ah I don’t mind how I look becuz I need to shoot to my workplace. 8.50am drove the car and shit yes the car was not in the porch becuz the engagement ceremony, I parked outside and it was beyond 2 houses. So baby, run! Go get my car and drove like f1.

In the middle or hurry-ness, messy-ness and worry-ness.. that is another person which hey green light kot r u blind?? Dah la nk cepat kan boleh pulak org tu static aje kt lampu hijau I was like piin!! Quick2 move I need to go to work, and maybe u just wanna go to pasar so layback at traffic lite lol. And there you go another traffic light challenge of the day.. this one is kind of helpful, it doesn’t functioning and all the late-selfish-workers (ooops =p) just go with the flow. Like sape cpt dia pegy dulu laa.. ehe.. woo selayang mmg byk lampu isyarat eyh..

And obviously the time was past 9 am. I mcm redha je lah.. park, pay for the parking and hilarious thing. Super kalut salah key in number krete-1969 (maybe my future bmw number) Haha marah kat diri sndiri sbb the ticket was ready and what can I do. Rase mcm nk kick je the parking ticket machine which was a very innocent one. I’m blaming myself.. kalau lah saya x lewat bangun.. haaa =( and guess what? 9.10am I punch card uolss. Kalau gov servant dah bloody in colour ni. Haiyaa I need to change..

i'm a legendary part-time staff ROFL

and sometimes pretend awesome. LMAO

bundle

BUNDLE OF SURPRISE!!

1. by december or january,, insyaAllah gonna be maksu. heee december lor boleh celebrate togetha with maksu rite baby? =DD

like giler pic dorg yg ni. ni pic my akak yg 2nd time nikah. now they are future mummy and daddy. sho they excited to experience it. harap2 sumenye selamat. amin..

2. alhamdulillah. i've got my result for my final sem last thursday. it was expected i mean not in a good way. hehe my current pointer is drop like i wanna dropkick myself but i manage to maintain my cgpa. all in all,, syukur sgt2 dah complete everything, passed all the subjects. and naaahh penantian selama 4 years (include my foundation as well) is worth it. we are now degree holder,, convo in oct. c ya friends! =))

haha ni uiam student punye convocation. curik my sis punye pic. heee da brangan kn nk pegang2 bunga bagai =p

some of good friends of mine mase bufday celebration cik umie

3. kakak sulung yg sumpah i heart <3 sgt dah tuka status smalam. dia dah jd tunangan org. ooh happy for u but sad for myself. nmpknye i'm the only one yg brgelar bujang dlm rumah tu nnt. ahax~ and also thankss to my bffs zai and mira sbb sudi dtg. waaah best sgt u guys dtg and three of us reunite even just for a short time. i really appreciate it. the more the merrier. gittew =p

pretty greeny! dgn zainura, best friend mase skolah rendah.. cm dah lama xjumpe walhal rumah dekat je. we are busywoman rite? =p

a very momentous picha..

my mood

mood: angry cat!

meoww is so ANGRY!! grrr..

okie lah nak tido esok keje. buhbye~

random bebel of the week

amazing sy tgk bola td. apetah gol sndiri. haha whatever, not my problem. tp yg problem wujud group2 gelediks kt fb.. to the extend they accuse it as conspiracy. hey wutcha think of ha? miracle did happen and just accept it laa..

so nk update sket la since sy da keje for 1 week. eyh 1 week baru? why haaa rase cm da lame je.. haha

mmg dlm proses nk adapt.. hopefully everything goes fine la..

ouwh anyway terjumpe artikel ni dlm m'sian bar punye website..

i think it's relevant to my workplace situation now. there are several complaints from the boss that their employees keep facebooking in working time. which means they are extremely unhappy with this..

ouh why laaa mark zuckerberg not end this fb thingyy =p

seoul garden with soul

ouh last night kami (me and cik mya) makan besaaa.. yg sgtlaaah sedapp smpai xlarat nk mamam! hoho ^.^ balek keje trus g OUUUU~ well sgtt mls nk menaip.. let's the pichas story then =]

stressful

kadang-kadang ade satu tahap yg kita rase nk runaway..

can i just leave this earth and stay in another planet??

where r u moron :')

braces-girl with her moron cute cat :((

my kitten da hilang.. mybe dia mrajuk smlm sbb i called her moron.. sometime she irritates me with her hyper-active behavior and makes me like- grrryyy geramnyer..! now she lost and gone. i wish her back and kinda to sing the song-talking to the moon ;(

and to add more,, at this point of time, i guess someone is mad at me. didn't reply my msg.. ouh i dunno what to do. will u forgive me if i ever hurt ur feelings dearie? i'm bad to console people...

damn

ade golongan yg suke sgt merendah kan org lain..

yg prejudis tanpa mengambil kira aspek lain

yg fikir mereka good enuff

walhal... hey! sedar diri ckit boley x??

surprisinglyyy

just a short entry.. before lala land~

it's worrying me time to time.. i'm gettin' bigger and bigger.. haha i mean the weight.. with this unhealthy lifestyle.. eat and sleep.. u can predict what happen next rite.. i'm scared.. ngeee ngade2 sgt.. xdela sbenarnye happy sbb saturday yg sgt lah 'lame' jd best becuz finally at night we went out sumwhere. and 'entertain' our cute belly.. ha3 x getu my akak? and thanx to future bro in law for the treat. it was awesome to have such dinner with both of u =))

and plus happy for another good news which i'm not

intent to share with u guys now,, but later insyaAllah.. life is full with element of surprise.. alhamdulillah =)

ahax can't wait for the delicious-yummy-seducing steak, lasagna and calimari. hoho ^^

tadaaa here are my faces pakai spec.. it's been a long time i'm not wearing spec all the time. it just sbb lens agak memerlukan ongkos.. so mybe i have to start wear spec again la.. why not?? =p

my favourite girls

We’re living in memory.. everyone got their own. Same goes to you.. you and you..

And me.. This is how the story begins.. (eceh ala2 ted dlm how I met your mother sgt! Haha)

I’m gonna talk about the valuable friendship we had since we’ve been LAWYERED =D haha oke that’s funny..

First thing first! Can u stop me write in English?? Burr

Actually,, just nk cerita pasal kengkawan yg sgt sy love sepanjang sy study.. (but still 1 hv 1 year to go)

The first award goes to ummi sharmimi or mimi or cik umie. Izit popiler enuff? Hehe :p

So.. minah ni da jadik my roommate since we were in kedah lg. just imagine almost 4 years. Can u believe that? If I’m a guy,, I should marry this girl becuz.. heyy what u waiting for 4 years loyal relationship?? Haha oke crap! Ehem dia ni nmpk je diam tp garang sebenonye. X prcaye test her?? Says something obscene like I do every day. Or.. maybe u can provoke her while she was driving. Easy peasy just ride your motorcycle so close to her car which lead to her explosive point. And naaahh some miracle words she would utter. Seriously I admire the way she cursed. Muahahaha oke gelak guling2 jap! Dia ni also rescuer tatkala lipas datang menyerang hendap sy. Gosh I hate u idiot cockroach!! And since I spent so much time with her.. she knows me well.. like.. who I dislike so much, who the latest boo, what I like to do, what I’m good at (ooh this one please tell others) hahaha and what not.. long story short.. she knows lotsa things about me.. seriously.. puhlease mimi jgn dedahkan kecomelan aku.. hahahahha slap myself!

tadaa here me and cik umie !! =)

Next is cik haryani or cik yani or.. cik haryabai.. bkn sbb dia serabai.. ataupun cm lagu bird tongchai sabai-sabai.. tp it’s becuz once upon a time… ahax mmg lame dah ni… our bel lect trsilap spell her name as in haryabai. Okie enuff cik yani mst bace smbil ketap gigi mrh2 ni. Hehe. Yani nie how to describe her ha.. mimi ko tlg explain sikit.. ha3 tibah sgt.. so beliau ni unik sbb dia lain dr kami. Contoh! We say.. god,, this guy so handsome muke is lee dong wook taw. Dia bleyh ckp xhensem. Hai ni mengundang kemarahan ni!! Taste dia weolss je taw.. uolsss kalo taw diam2 je k. syyyh =p and one more,, dia ni obsess kat juara. Perodua juara. Oke korang.. I know korang terkejut sbb juara tu burok kn. Ooops.. tp tu lah cik yani suke design dia uolss.. ntah hape la yg dia nmpk pd kereta tu. Kereta ke mesin basuh ntah. Oopps kutok lagy =p so dia ni my skandal.. tp cdey sbb nnt da xjumpe dia.. syiob2

cik yani and me.. we're looking for some stars.. uhuukk

here are three of us. me, freaky-face-yani and cik umie

Lagi sorang.. farahdilah.. or kak farah. Sbb dia ni berusia sket la. Ahax mati aku kalo kak farah bace. Xla tuwe sgtt just 2 years older than us. Hehe so kak farah ni mcm penyelamat kami lah.. penyelamat dr kesesatan. Ha3 xlah sekronik tu. What I mean here is she’s the most religious among us.. senang kira.. sbb my mom tgk sy kwn dgn dia,, my mom jd lega.. u know what I mean rite. Or xphm naseb korg lah. Hihuu.. so she kinda serious.. byk ilmu.. I think she gonna be lecturer. Hehe.. tp even dia serius,, lepas kwn dgn kitorang yg ‘matang’ ni.. she end up gila2 jugak. She’s funny sometime. . the best part is.. this woman is really good at cooking.. well cm me, mimi n yani.. kitorang bab2 masak ni mmg ‘handal’.. we know how to eat well :DDD To kak farah.. slamat maju jaya as supervisor kt nursery tu yeh. kikiki (ooh sory readers! kak farah wont let me to publish her picha)

And lagy..khairul anis shafikah.. or anis.. or khairul. Oops the last one we not used it =p

Anis yg sgt comel.. anis bonda.. bonda anis.. anis dan bonda.. eyh ape aku mrepek ni. Haha.. so few frens call her bonda sbb anis ni keibuan sgt.. I remembered she was so calm.. dia x kalut2 mcm hawa darlida. Hehe.. in third semester we have to make Arabic drama. So this girl yg tolong buat script becuz… the rest in the group is so ‘excellent’ in arab like we can count the vocab u know.. muahaha.. it’s a challenge to act since no one ever won the Oscar rite. So,, sape lah yg hebat berlakon sgt kn?? Even if khabir Bhatia wants to shoot drama with us he rather kill himself sbb.. too many cut!! Damn I hate acting =.= it just so hypocrite and not real. Uhhh. Ouh back to anis dear.. so dialah yg tulis skrip.. dialah director.. all in all.. anis contribute banyak.. we just being sucks actress. Hoho ok too much! Lg 1 yg sgt suke psl anis is she appreciates friendship. Dia hargai kawan2 dia,, dia suke spend mase dia dgn kwn2, and dia jaga hati kwn2.. so kalo ade reality tv in Malaysia bff.. anis dgn syairah mst join ok! Hahahaha joke2. Syairah u next! =)

anis cantik pakai kebaya malam tuu.. =)

tadaaa weoollss 3 org lg..

anis-mimi-me-ohpuhlease-yani =p

Syairah.. akak syairah.. guess what.. sy terfikir nk pggil dia akak sbb someone call her akak. Ehe

Sy admire syairah.. not only becuz she so smart.. mmg dia sgt pandai.. and I’m proud to be her friend.. another thing is she so kindhearted.. like u can’t even sakit hati dgn dia.. dia pn sgt comel dan kecik.. ohoo really hope I can be like her.. but puhlease hawa! U too big okei. Haha.. so syairah ni pandai and religious also. Sbb tu sy admire dia.. she is anis’ bestfren. They are like twin. Same comel same baik.. hehhuu.. (mimi boleh x kalo kite pn jadi cm dorg??) hahaha.. when study,, xfaham ke.. tanye je dia sbb she can explain like after that u can say.. laa sng je.. huhu I think she also has potential to be a lecturer. Academician is the person who is knowledgeable rite?? :DD eherm and lg 1 sy tringat.. when I break up with my bf,, dia ade ckp sumtin pd sy.. yg mmg lps tu sy lega giler dgr.. it feels like u’ve been motivated. thanks sis.. I really owe you for that advice =)

i think i know why i like this pic. becuz that lomo camera!! haha syairah u so luckyy =))

Last but not least wan hafsah or cik hafsah. So hafsah ni the youngest among us. Tp x pulak kitorang pggil dia adik sbb.. hafsah ni serius orangnye. Kn hafsah?? Hehe.. it just hafsah ni matang mybe sbb dia anak sulung ataw sbb dia ramai adik.. but tapi! She knows cartoon more than us. Haha this one funny. Hafsah ni pn nice girl.. smart also.. suke mkn sayur. Eyh yg tu penting ke?? Hahaha.. ohoo 1 thing! Hafsah ni suke fight2 manje dgn kak farah.. like we just ..’oke mule dah’ hahaha.. and so that a little bout her. But hey.. wadduppp with Scotland?? I know what u did in scotland… teeett!! =p

cik umie and hafsah. heehee sweet kn hafsah..

Haaa tudiaa amekau panjang giler nok mak berceloteh.. puas ati den!! So tu la serba-sedikit about my friends. They are some of great friends I have in my life.. may Allah bless all of us.. best of luck girls.. I’m looking for good news from each of you.. now and in future =)

*the pics was taken during my pre-grad dinner in sacc convention* ..

ex-bf tak sama dgn ex-am =p

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

tetibe teringat lagu ni. i love those lyrics. it's really true~

haih nk exam msh sempat berjiwang. wake up hawa darlida!

final sem ni!!

oke la back to the bisness.. my main intention is to wish all my friends goodluck..

semoga diterangkan hati oleh Allah utk menjawab exam.. amin..

special message.. i lob all of you.. hehe

trigger

updated! in the sense that rase ade yg trigger me to write sumtin here.. it's like u trigger the shotguns and shot!

the same thing happen.. i don't know why people did this mistakes regularly.. n maybe i'm also the contributory factor.. haaa

the perfect words would be... 'no one could understand you better except yourself''

cepat mengalah.. indeed i am..

such a bad night.. u got the point, we need to fight for survival.. what u told me is true.. but it just me.. sy mmg mcm ni.. i hope to change one day.. why not??

listening to lifehouse songs with tears =(

critical date -.-

critical date as in international law begin when there is dispute on the territorial sovereignty.. but anyway,, that's not my major concern here. no related to IL at all

so we are in the 9th week,, more than half of the semester.. the status is like... all your compartment full with assignments.. Dateline pun close2 je. CRITICAL DATE! after a stressful-bad-terrible-horrible tests last week,, i just can't imagine my carry marks.. hopefully not CRY marks. seriously i need to perform good for my assignments.. haaaa bosan kan.. rasenye every sem i will update at least one entry yg cerita betapa tension nye sy dgn life as a student ni.. and plus tu je kot yg i think boleh nk publish to public. i'm not a person who having the ability to write the whole thing and moreover i respect my own privacy too..

not every single thing u can share to people.. just remember.. u don't call it secret when u told others. to know everything about me is impossible but just explore and discover this time to time.. it done for reasonable purpose.. how u measure reasonable?? and yeah as i remember my lect said the most unreasonable word in the world is reasonable.. it might be reasonable for me,, but unreasonable for you.. entirely open to individual's interpretation kn.

tapi but however!! stress tension pressure mcm mane sekali pun sy sem ni.. sy tetap hapyyy dan bahagia.. i love all my friends beside me.. some of them maybe sy dah x jumpe next sem since this is my last sem of BLS. some intend to further in master or just proceed with working.. or some mybe just end up with marriage and be a great housewife. hahahaha will it happen!! it just all my memories with all of you,, i cant purchase it in any supermarkets,, or shopping complex yadaaa yadaa all my fav place.. it is not like shares when there is some redeemable... the thing is u can't redeem any points to get back the friendship you already have and you can't buy back those happy-sad moment we shared together.. auwww sy pulak rase sedeyh tetibe..

to end this kinda 'emotional' entry.. hehhe.. i wish to all my friends- good luck girls!! let's fight till the end of this study.. insyaAllah =)

feel the 'heat'

ntah kenape sy msh nk update blog walhal test khamis ni. hehe ni la namenye pressure smpai xnk study. ooops! =p

heat or in other word panasss.. tense.. so many upcoming test,, ni yg xsuke trlalu layback mase awal2 sem.. skang ni hambek ko.. huhu so sy nk list down my upcoming tests!

1. family law-khamis ni lols

2. company law- next wed

3. intellectual property law- the day after

4. jurisprudence- the same day. night of terror!

5. international law- next next friday

hah complete 5 subjects compete !! doakan sy uolsss.. mls nk fikir side2 thingyy yg menyesakkan otak sy yg limited memory ni.. nk pkai 8 terabyte punye external loh sng. haha

and anyway a few things sy allergik.. xbleyh dgr.. allergik taw x.. and the things are teeett! it just pleasee la jgn sebut dpn sy..