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when will i get over you.............

nuisance so so ooo

i miss the time i'm crying while studying...

unexplainable=thanks to Allah :)

alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah..

aku brsyukur dgn kejayaan yg kau berikan kpd ku dan kwn2 ku..

hehe tgk smue org update blog.. well mine too! :)

and so.. i improve a lot my last sem punye result.. quite unexpected..

menebus result my previous sem yg kinda disaster tuu..

for the second time,, i just can't stop smile..

and my energy boost after know the result.. haha funny rite??

3A, 3B+.. ok la kan.. sem dpn nk smue A! huhu~

ape pun i would like to congratzz all my friends for their good results..

next sem usehe lebey lg k! :))

''santai''

santai?? haha damn nye.. nk exam and u still use this word santai. haish jin ape yg mrasuk anda ni hawa darlida! :)

and well,, as everybody knows (ceh bajet cm smua org care je).. hehe exam start next week.. and commencement the episode of strezz, pressure, crazee, and yet not die.. thnx god

sem ni i got 5 subjects yg sgt lah sasa (taff) muahaha sempat lg loyer buruk here! jurisprudence, family law, international law, law of association and intellectual property law. lawwwww je.. phewwww

dah la mls nk type panjang2.. (cm tah pape je bdk ni kan).

sy doakan utk diri sy smoge dpt jwb exam dgn cemerlang. insyaAllah dgn adanya usaha dan doa :) to all my friends, yg da half crazy menelaah tu, wish u all the best,, kite doa same2 yea.. hopefully everything goes accordingly. amin..

fragile

tetibe i feel like i become a fragile girl.. like a glass yg jatuh sikit pn da pecah.. this thing is fragile,, so beware.. haha

impliedly to say,, easy to cry.. haih tringat pulak mcm kt boarding school dulu.. tp that was long time ago when my age was belas2..

now age pn da up to 22,, by then should be more mature la kn:)

hawa darlida.. hawa darlida.. u got infection ni.. :p

respect

rase release.......

sgt2......

after talk to someone...

who i respect........

thank you.........

ought-to-be

hi!! salam syawal,, salam 1 malaysia all! haha sengal nye my mukadimah ni :D

alhamdulillah.. a week of raya.. done so well.. even i thought this year would be the saddest one i have.. but God's bless,, yup it should be this way,, not other way round like i thought (ooh even without u :) )

also good news,, i've build a good relationship with bestfren of mine,, ooh mira.. it beyond any words i can thank to you. hanging,movie,chatting.. those are the things that could heal my soul..
i feel release when someone can listen to me.. yes i need a listener where i didnt find 1!

i just don't care my feelings.. cuz it already hurts.. so if hurt again,, maybe dah jd immune. ooh mcm sadis gile pulak my words. hehe.. few friends which i'm not really close to,, come to console me. thank u, thank u.. but it's too late,, it just a fake smile. and if i'm cry in front of you,, that so really damn true tears from heart..

uwaa bencinye.. ter emo again.. x matang btol yea.. eei.. feel like wanna slap my face many2 times.. wake up hawa darlida.. exam da dekat! gulp exam??! damn btol la kn,, 3 weeks lecture then study week then final. omg! tetbe rase cuak............ urgh.. rase mcm nitemare..haunting and scaryy...

dah la kot.. hehe sleepy.. zzzz.. supposedly done my international law ass-signment but.. well,, who cares.. hahaha.. ooh mlsnyeee nk haplod picha.. tgk kt fb je la yea.. (tu pn kalo nk tgk, muahaha)

anyway, the 3rd n 4th paragraph is written sincerely by me. sekian wassalam~

secretoo

a lot of things in my mind.. but this one is really ghostly affected my soul.. haih what can i do.. i put my best to forget.. xpelah.. mybe 1 day i'll get even..

anyway Ramadhan will end soon.. which we supposedly to feel sad as this month comes only once a year.. u have to wait for another year for this.. fasting, pray, do a good deeds, and have faith in everything..

hence, Syawal will come.. eidul fitr.. i used to love hari raya when i'm young. but it doesnt mean i'm old now.. hehe.. raye ni sederhana je la like before..but mybe ade different from previous years.. hopefully i'll get 'ketenangan' which i really hoped for

depressed comes depressed.. sometime i can overcome it.. sometime i just give up and let the tears dropped.. tired of thinking.. but i believed everything comes with reason..

to know someone, Allah must have reason why is it we meet someone even for the short term.. kite jumpe and kenal org,, bkn skadar kenal saje2.. tp ade sbbnye.. that is the God's secret la..

i do learn something when i know you,, first, i wanna be a helpful person like you.. no matter what it takes, as long as i can help,, i will help people.. at the most sincere heart.. i'll try

secondly, just don't easy to get angry.. rationalize your mind.. be calm even u really feel hot at that time.. tenang2 jgn marah.. hawa darlida need to be penyabar a lot.. it's crucial for me..

muchas gracias.. i'll hold this two principles.. insyaAllah