2011 and back to school..

back to school on 3rd january.. doing the same thing with lectures, tutors, assignments, tests, exam.. yadaaaa yadaaa *.* will put more hard work on these things. insyaAllah..

yesterday was my anniversary.. born day.. as most of my friends know.. my birthday is veryyy lambat which they can't wait to wish me! haha izit? ;p

no celebration becuz everyone just busy doin' their business and plus i don't care.. i don't mind.. i just appreciate all the pray and wishes they greet me.. thank you so much.. amin ya rabbal al amin :)

the most i remember is yeah! still i'm not over you.. receiving the text just made me happy.. and listening to your voice is what i call it ''harder to breathe'' i do not know where i have the strength anyway.. haha i just made it.. and daaaa my confession is.. yesss,, i just breaks my heart again and again..

so i ask this persuader.. hehe cuz always persuade me for this foolish matters.. ''completely over him when u're ready'' naaah this is question of fact how can i define ready.. izit i'm ready when i see u with burrr or until and unless u made me hate u or me myself have someone burrr.. ah let it be.. damn i need special painkiller to stop me talking bout this shit

before i end this emotional entry.. i guess.. haha laugh again! i would like to express my gratitude to best friend of mine, mira for spending some of her valuable time with me.. indeed i'm too happy.. and sorry if i'm not a good friend to you thou.. i try to be.. i will.. and just to remind myself.. i add up my friend.. i know him from mira. 1 word- miracle! never believe i can have such a good relationship with you which at first i think stranger.. haha oopss sory.. thanks to u too for everything i learned from you..

i end this.. thanks for reading this.. no input. just an irritating expression of me. hehe

footnote: 22 is still young and dangerous ;p