After all mental suffered we faced, finally the offer letter had been posted and received by us… I received that ‘love letter’ yesterday. Check out when they post.. what? On the 26th june? No wonder la before this xsmpai2… luckily I’m live in slangor, therefore the letter takes time only 1 day. Hahaaha no feel u know.. coz already read the letter through website. I did print all.. imprezza coz I’m also had pay the fees.. hak3 kinda advance ayte? Its ok I have the evidence no need to use the bank slip they give to us.. what I wanna say is… ooh how slow?? How come they treat us like this? Discriminate us? Huhuhuhu my thoughts always negative.. haiya!!
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
Argh help me… I’m suffer on waiting… is it really hard to get the offer letter? Why we have to wait this long? And this kinda distressing coz we need to do the preparation. But how come to do all these if the date of registration we didn’t know? Please.. please… I hope the postman will send me the letter so soon… postal rule is slow ayte?? Communication of proposal is completed when it comes to the knowledge of the acceptor. Me, as the acceptor didn’t get the offer, so no legally binding agreement. Hehe… I’m started ‘miss’ the law of contract.
The thought of these days- I’m quite bz-ing on thinking what sponsor should I take? The loan from ptptn, we have to pay back together with the interest (is this fair?)… and several difficulties on this (need to open the sspn account, etc etc). From the state loan? Pinjaman Pelajaran Kerajaan Negeri Selangor… (tq to anis coz suggest me). This kinda rather good coz pays back exactly as how much they give us. Means no interest ( great!). I told my mum, she’s agree and ok with this. Apply je dulu kn. Lgpun I still have time nk complete the form before the closing date. And yesterday I’ve read the requirements, conditions, and all that for applying this loan throughout the official website. Hadoi dizzy2 hopefully not stuck half way. I guess the form is more convenient rather than online application. Lastly, the scholar from jpa. One of my friend said it’s not easy to get the scholar. Too many applicants show the big competition among us to get it. This one, not yet advertised maybe on the end of June or July. The third is the best but I have to really study hard on maintaining my academic achievement. If not, kne remove n no money. Money is the biggest problem!! =(
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Aha ini bknlah entry jiwang yer (based on the tittle)… just want to share what I’m phobia to… guess what?? Of course la this disgusting insect yg mmg aku xpnah verify dia dlm idup aku slame ini.. my phobia = cockroach! Ah mmg benci gle babeng kt dia ni.. not only hate la, geli, takut sume ade.. more to penakut actually.. haha whenever, wherever I see lipas, I gotta scream n run.. even it appears in my dream.. pergh rase jantung berdegup laju sbb takut.. especially yg buley ‘fly’.. wek bencinye… msti korg pelik knape la aku tbe2 nk story psl binatang yg x penting ni.. because pg td, msuk toilet nk mndi nmpk sekor lipas. Huwaaaa cmne aku nk mandi ni.. musuh ketat aku ade.. dah la takut nk mati.. then cpt2 I took all my toiletries n go to the toilet yg kt bilik my mum. Aha aman damai idup aku.. tp msh sangsi kalo2 ade lipas lain pulak yg dtg… huhu naseb bek xdak. If not, aku xnk mndi tggu ayh aku blik buang lipas tu.. hua3… as normal, ayah aku pn blik keje… I told this to him.. ’abah, pg td org nmpk lipas kt toilet, nnt tlg buang eh’ haha ayat ni kdengaran sgt childish padahal dituturkan oleh remaja brusia hmpir 20 thn =p…
Mcm2 la lg pristiwa yg mengong psl aku hanye disebabkn menatang ni… cam dulu time mlm.. kt ostel la.. aku nmpk lipas dlm blik aku. Dah ar mlintas dpn aku. Pe lg aku jerit trus lari kuar bilik. Huahauahau mimi (rumet aku), cube utk mmbantu dgn memburu lipas durjana tu. Tp lipas tu msuk bwh meja lak dkt dgn tilam aku. Ktrg kn tdo kt bwh.. huwaaaa aku xleyh trime hakikat.. aku xnk tdo slagi lipas tu msh hidup... argh benci gle time tu.. mata aku da ngantok sgt2.. tp xleyh tdo mmbyangkn lipas tu akn dtg kt aku nnt… huwaaaa buley gle aku cmni.. lame gak ar aku dgn mimi tggu lipas tu nk kuar. Ciot jek dia nyorok plak. Then mimi pn start la nyanyi lgu oggy n cockroach tu knon nk pggil lipas kuar la. Kahkahkah lawak gle ar bile aku igt blik! Eh tp lipas tu btol2 kuar dow. Malangnye ktrg xdak ridsect. Mimi pn amek la paper nst yg tebal gle tu hempuk lipas tu penyek dan mampus. Yea2!! Dan aku pn tsgt hepi dpt la tdo dgn aman.. keh3 samdol gle kn takot kt lipas yg jauh lg kcik dr aku… haha berbyk2 trimekasey kt mimi sbb mghapuskan c durjana itu.. aku rase ketakutan dan fobia aku ni x elok utk diri aku… harmful.. nnt org leh take granted sbb weakness ni.. so, mulai skarang, i shud be more brave la.. berani brdpn dgn lipas jek! Har3 =P
p/s to mimi: keh3 next time ko jdik cockroach buster utk aku lg eh??
Sunday, June 15, 2008
I’m telling you bout some smses that my sis give to me yesterday ( the ‘patient’ before this). I copy this text exactly as what as she had wrote to me =p
Salam, nasib baiklah ari tu usahakan
Kwn kakak yg pregnant x bawa
Fasilitator yg btaw.
Ckp dgn mak, alhamdulillah kakak b+ baik, jgn risau
Tq coz bsusah payah tlg kakak usahakan
Kakak doakan ko dpt biasiswa. Amin…
insyaAllah kakak yakin ko bleh dpt biasiswa 2
Bile kakak ingat ms kt spital yg ko wat lawak,
tergelak sorang2.. hu3
Naseb bek ko ade
Kalo x mmg la dorg x pcaye.
Baguslah ko da makin ok hrp2 trus sembuh..
Huhuhu lawak yg mane 1?
Haha yg MA tu ker?
Ko nk request lagu kt balai polis,
N terlalu comel utk masuk sepital…
Bdk2 laki grup aku sume suke wat lawak
N aku pn tgelak tringat prangai ko mcm bdk laki..
Ciit ade pulak aku mcm bdk laki ko kate?
Hahaha sgguh x patot..
How cruel?? 5 sms in, only 2, I hit back! Heheehhe.. Well.. maybe i shud apply jdik part time joker girl.. hua3.. org kt sepital sume muke tension jek… but I’m started to make jokes n make my sis laugh.. what is good bout her is when people make joke, she will laugh sincerely.. this always happen at home as well… I make joke, she laugh. Tu x tmbah lg kalo my 2nd sis ade.. lg hebat la ktawe.. bergegar genting umah ni.. har3 =p
Lalalalala…~ agak seronok dpt pangkah kate2 org yg suke brlagak ni…
Last 2 days and yesterday (I’m not so sure when), ber ym dgn someone ni..
My ex-primary schoolmate…6 years, the same schooling with him.
After that I was sent to boarding school n no news from him..
Only after 5 years (we were form 5 dat time), I met his friends at jeli…
Attend entrepreneur club punye convention peringkat school.. the girls asking me, eh ko knal x mamat ni? ****? Hah yg mane? I started confuse…
Bile mase lak aku ade kwn dr serting ni… heh wrong person kot..
Then blik asrama kt jasin nuh, I got miss call..
Damn serious xske org mizkol tp x introduce diri…
At last agkat.. mane dpt number ni? He said kwn bg..
Kwn yg mane? Then he told me la the name…
Recall punye recall bru igt..
Ooh mr arrogant time aku skolah rndah dlu.. ish wtpe nk kontek aku.. huhu
Igt lg time drjh 6, tnye dia. Wey ko dpt brape a? (UPSR mode)
Ah ko x pyah taw la! (aku kne mrh)
Huh gile ah poyo nk mampus nyampah gle! Serik aku nk tnye ko dah..
N it ends there.. started fren again form 5.. haha 5 thn lame tu…
Agak suffer la coz arrogant yg x abes2.. he’s not change
That’s what I surprised most.. still poyo gle ske brlagak..
Humble? Xpyh la ckp mmg xde lgsung.. ntah knape aku mmpunyai kwn bgini? Har3
Chatting dgn dia pn cm biase ar attitude tu..
But now I’d like to smash him…
Whatever he said, yg aku xske je aku argue.. ah bangkang abes2..
I’m not small girl yet.. so, pdn muke ko…
Lalalalala seronok nye prasaan ini…
Next time jgn ajak aku tgk wayang lg ek coz aku x interested.. huhuh
N don’t say my face mcm hamster coz
Better u delete ava tu lol =p
Friday, June 13, 2008
Oleh kerana aku pn da xtaw nk letak info ape kt blog aku ni… melaenkan crite2 kesah2 boring aku jek.. so, it’s better I put this article… not really interesting but ok la.. so then let’s take a look… berikut trdpt 3 tips utk mghadapi godaan makanan:
- Jangan terpengaruh dengan pndangan mata. Fikir dan tanya diri anda terlebih dahulu, adakah anda benar-benar ingin menikmati makanan tersebut. (think wisely whether u really damn hungry or not.. haha kalo aku, nmpk sdp je aku balun!)
- Minum air dlm kuantiti yang banyak. Bawa air kosong walau ke mana shj anda pergi bg mengelakkan anda minum minuman manis atau berkarbonat. (i’m not often minum air bergas n manis2... slalu if lunch n dinner pn amalkan minum air masak jek.. thnx to my mum coz da latih kitorang mcm tu)
- Makan dgn teratur dan lebihkan pengambilan sayur dan buah2an. Namun, jgn abaikan pengambilan sarapan pagi bg mengelakkan anda mkn berlebihan ketika tgh hari. ( i’m more consume fruits rather than vegetables..huhu but currently hard effort to ‘love’ sayur2 ni… breakfast? Lg ar aku jrg bekpez.. bgun tdo wat keje then lunch.. no wonderrrr laa… hadoi)
By then, that’s all… byk lg care yg boleh korg thn godaan mkn2 ni.. cthnya mcm puasa.. haaa kpd yg xganti puasa lg tu cpt2 la ganti! Keh3 =p
p/s to suria: untungla u nk gain weight... hehe org yg nk loss weight je bace ni..
It’s quite strange for me to remember my childhood flash. I’m rarely thought about these memories that take place a very long time ago. And now I’m nearly 20 years old. Childhood friend of mine is died… he’s only 26 years old and died in accident yesterday. I’m really2 sympathy coz he’s the breadwinner of his family as he has wife and 2 kids. Mmg trase cdey coz da knal dia since kid lg n he’s also one of my neighbour at that time. Therefore, please pray for him… Al-Fatihah… hopefully dia ditptkn dlm kalangan org yg beriman…amin…
Flashback my childhood time… hehe damn real funny… I got group there… including my 2 sisters. We played together. Coz I’m the youngest, so always being bullied. I keep laughing when remember how cruel my sis. Kitorang maen nyorok2, then I’m the one who she left n ignore. She didn’t want to discover me.. ooh how cruel… I’m so tired hiding but nobody’s searching for me… then, kuar dr tpt prsembunyian, dorg da maen other game.. heh like wanna scream n cry to them! How dare u?!
To be real, I’m like a toy… my sis didn’t like me to join them play… if dorg play badminton pn, I will not be allowed to play together. Perhaps, I’m just watching and give the ‘moral support’ (padahal nobody pn care.. hua3 how sad). The same damn thing happen everyday… as the time pass by, through the adolescent time, such immature attitude fade away. I can get along with my sis… hehe tidak lg dianggap adik bongsu yg manje, mngade-ngade dan suke mngadu… prove that I’m independent even I’m so lazy in doing housework compared to them.. (huhu how ashamed!)
Now, if I meet with my childhood friends, I didn’t recognize them especially the boys. huhu… the time transform their face and personality as well.. pnah 1 day tu, duduk kt umah jiran. Then ade la sorg mamat ni anto bubur lambuk ( fasting time ni), then dia tego my sis. Eh sape lak mamat ni? Ooh re** rupenye! (identity dirahsiakn). Har3 he’s so different. Dulu punyela slekeh bdk2 berhingus la katekan… skarang stylo abes ko ek.. haha sory dude kutok ko dlm blog ni... bez jugela jmpe blik dgn kwn2 time kcik ni... taw ape prkembangan diorang... ade yg da kawen pn, got kids already... kawen muda coz jarak umo mmg xbyk beza sgt... tinggal my siblings je not married yet... huehue bz study...
Anyway, da agak bykla aku brcrita ni.. nk taw lebih lanjut, tanye aku sndri… haha mcm2 story ade dlm kpale ni… but nk tulis sume kt cni impossible la kn… till ya then.. chiows n nytezzZZz…
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Several improvements on myself:
- sy smakin suke mkn ikan dan sayur. Sy telah meng-zerokn mkn smbal blacan (bye2 resdung). Reduce mkn ayam also… pergh!
- sy smakin suke menulis blog… lebih relevan drpd biase.. har3
- sy berjaye mngawal emosi sy pd c dia. (WTF?!)
- sy smakin suke brcakap dan mmbantah ape yg sy xsuke. (hey gud ke ni?)
- Sy juge smakin mnjadi adik yg caring… wah! Rajen menemani kakaknye ke hospital.
- sy msh mneruskan ke-obedient-an sy terhadap family sy.. yeah msh patuh lg..
- sy mngamalkan skin care spanjang cuti ni... (ade la mase pkai lotion.. hua3)
- sy berjaye mggunakan kredit slame 10days=RM 10. (before this mst insufficient)
Some bad things bout me this holiday:
- I keep add up my sleep hours and always sleep late… very2 late… (cute owl)
- I wake up late in the morning (of course- refer above statement.. huhu)
- I keep watching TV- the same program and schedule (damn stereotyping)
- I’m lack of exercise.. (that is why my weight gain.. adush! Hate it so much!)
- last but not least, sy msh blum pndai memasak! Whooa statement yg agak memalukan… tp xnk hypocrite… ni la reality kehidupan aku… haha
Continuation for below punye post… heheehe…
Sejak my sis kne dengue fever tu, my mum kne la msk food yg buley tmbh drh.. sumber2 besi la ni.. eg: sup ketam (gle jrg aku mkn) , kerang rebus (rarely gak), sayo bayam (msk sup gak), tuna, 100 plus (doc suggest), hati ayam, daging, ape lg ek.. aku pn da x igt…huehue.. Al maklumla mkn seafood ni, phm2 la ellergic. Xtaw la pulak aku allergy ketam. Pas mkn rase mcm gatal2.. damn real uncomfortable… ampeh tol.. tobat ar aku mkn cikit je sudeyh.. I’d rather eat anything that will not give any infection to me… huhu.. delicious mane pn kalo wat kite sakit, baik xpyh mkn… aha stuju x??
Pergh! Seems I take quite a long time to update my blog… it’s not me who fell sick but my sis… 1 week ago she was suspected got dengue fever. Therefore, kesibukan berulang-alik to hospital makes be the busy girl.. hehe.. Alhamdulillah, she is fine now after the ‘hardest moments’ in hospital.. Defining the hardest moments here- everyday she has to check her blood (platelet, huhu I’m not a medic student, so not really understand this) and this was really2 damn hurt. I gained some experience there.. in history, my famili members never got dengue fever. Then she ‘break the record’ la ni.. huhu
Also felt sympathy for her coz this Thursday she needs to attend her induction and straightforward after that BTN. Me too never go through any PKN or BTN, etc.. but I know it’s quite challenging as she was unwell before, my family worried if anything happen to her. My mum suggested to her to ask for any excuse letter for heavy duty from the doctor. One of the male doctor said, he can’t just give the letter. We need to go to level 3, the record department to get the medical report. Oh gosh! That was so troubled!
Ok then, tomorrow we go to that department. Mcm xde org jek.. and the clerk ade la 3 people… again we were shocked coz to get the medical report is not as simply as what u think. Geram+bengang gle coz kne bayo pulak RM40. and the clerk ckp mcm tamil.. skejap buleyh dpt esk. Pas bayo dia kate xleyh plak tggu lg 2 weeks or 1 month. WTF? I started to hot and a small quarrel happen. Hey u not learn priority ke? U should use
We left that ‘hell’ place, go to emergency department. As usual to get my sis blood’s test whether her platelet achieve 150 and above, if not we just stay waiting there 2 hours stupidly doing nothing… Alhamdulillah the result is good- 176. I hope she can maintain it. Drink more water next time follow the doc’s advices. Fortunately, she was met with this female doc yg pndai nk gune budi bicara beliau. Nk tlg watkn medical report tu. Blh cpt ckit. We rushed again to the record dept. to get the letter for the doc. Then go to emergency dept. to give the letter to the doc,thus she can proceed to make the medical report. After 20 minutes waiting, the report was done. Ahhh thanks god… mcm mane la mende yg buley siap dlm 20 min dia kate siap 2 mggu? Xke bengang tu?! And really2 thanks to the doc coz she helps us a lot for the report. Mcm ni la bru org respect sbg doc. Not only treat patient, but know how to use the discretion.
Back to my home, call my mum at her office.. n sesi mngadu pn berlaku.. i told her how hard to get the report. She said, this so called ‘kerenah birokrasi’. Byk sgt kerenah and failing in using budi bicara. As a government staff, kne la pandai kn.. blablabla byk lg my mum ckp.. smpai aku pn x igt… hehe…
I wonder. How come la my house tu jdik tpt pmbiakan nyamuk aedes. Maybe any stagnant water yg my dad x prasan. Xlame lg mst org pejabat kesihatan dtg nk fogging and wat inspection. 1 jentik2 equal to RM50. mahal tu kne fine. Ade mkcik kt my area tu pn ckp, make sure no jentik2 kt umah. Dia smpai wat rayuan nk reduce the amount yg kne fine tu. Huhu.. last Sunday pn in paper mingguan part kesihatan tu kuar psl demam denggi or also known as ‘demam pematah tulang blakang’. Damn really scary kn?? Before this, I assume dengue fever ni ok la.. can be treated. But seriously it’s not easy. The doc have to monitor the patient frequently. huuuu damn tiring week. Smpai I postponed nk tgk dvd, shopping pn xdpt like planned. Sampai nk check result smalam pn xmenyempat. Tp pndai2 curik mase, bkak lptop jap tgok kt student portal and sigh.. one burden da gone from my head.
It’s ok. My sis’ health is more important than anything else. N now she is fine, I’m really grateful. Kamiz ni dia blik kolej. And I’m continue concentrating on my boring life.. haahahadeh… =p