Welcome 2009 and bye-bye 2008!!

2008 is a year of tears.. hah?? Haha no la.. mybe cuz a failure to love and be love, wasting lotsa tears not gud ayte? Ooh sedar xsedar ini adalah my 100^th post. Yeeha!! Xsgke leh jdik blogger yg consistent. Even sumtyme I got no time to update this, but still I’ve an effort to write sumtin here. Mybe some posts are rubbish. Heh? And also genap setahun la my blog ni.. started January 08 and now reaching January 09. Incredible me uh? Many sweet memoirs happen to me in this year. I can’t remember all. Let me flashback. In January to April 08 I was in sg petani, kedah. Kedah is a damn hot state (I mean the temperature not the people =p). My skin becomes tanned. But nvm, I started missed kedah now. Hehehe… people always like this kan.. When we belong something, we not really appreciate it. But when we already lose it, there’s a feel of ‘emptiness’. Rase kehilangan yg amat sgt. Ooh skali lg I’ve been emo here… xbesnyer rase.. cdey dan cdey.. honestly, thn ni lg byk bercdey. People will see me a happy go lucky person. For a moment to pretend happy is not a good choice. I’m hated to be hypocrite, well every human being pn anti to this kind of Homo sapiens. Mgkin antara knangan terbaik thn ni ialah my achievement in academic. Not disappointed. But other matter I think is nothing. Lately 1 word I ‘dislike’ is cooking. Haha the guys asking me, ‘reti memasak x?’ OMG!! Dats a cruel question u know!! Haha mmg trase giler but nk wt cmne, xdpt lg petunjuk suro blaja memasak bsgguh2. dream on to get married! Lalaalla~ CRAP! Why I keep writing a ‘rubbish’ here? Adei..

I can’t wait to feel my new age. Ooh sayonara umo blasan thn ini.. 2 decade of my life.. this 31th dec. sooo lambat ma.. dan plg xbes becuz da blik shah alam. Already checked my schedule, got claz till 4pm. Damn I laik! =( perhaps the best way is buat2 lupe this Wednesday is my besday. Haha can I? impossible no-relevant! Da 2 thn brturut2 cmni. Wuwwuwuw dlu every year ade kt umh time my besday.. argh I supposed to be grateful. Masih bernyawa dan mrasai nikmat hidup slama 20thn kn? =) apakah azam thn baru ini??

Azam Hawa Darlida for 2009

~ study rerajen, siyez, xnk maen2, focus, kosentret, and all good things la to make me success =)

~ nk jd lebih bersopan. (so means I’m not decent enuff? Haha)

~ nk jd lebih berani.. (berani brtmpat la..)

~ nk create good relationship dgn kwn2 and any acquaintance

~ nk ringankan diri sndiri (nk kuwos. Haha)

~ nk menambah ilmu sebanyak yg boleh

~ nk jadik seorg yg lebih rasional dan tidak mengikut perasaan =p

~ nk mlupekan cinta lama. Will i?

~ nk menghargai apa yang ada..

~ nk mnjadi seorg yg pndai belanjawan (haaha xnk jd antoo shopping)

Dan byk lg.. byk la kalo buleyh nk sume.. tp x tertulis. Heee…

Kinda glad. I got my advance besday present from my mum. Thnx mak. It is unspeakable =)

tadaaa this bum handbag! i'm not really interested this design. haha but my mum has chosen. so why should i care? =p