music is d best medicine

i'm really damn falling into this song @_@

dan bila kau menghilang...
musnahlah, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang...
terangi hidupku...
ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah destinasiku...
dalam ingatanku...

sorry seems to be the hardest word~

to whom it is concerned,

im sorry...

im sorry for everything...

im sorry for leaving you...

im sorry for hurting you...

im sorry for everything....

thanx for those memories that we shared...
i keep that in my heart...
let's begin our new life...

what it's like to be me

could someone stand beside me?
support me in every single way?
as only if people realized that...
i'm searching for something
and i'm sure what i look for..
sometimes the way i'm think is really complicated
i just can't help it =(

{{sudden and grave emotion}}

ntah, lately i feel damn empty...
wonder yyyyy...
uneasy feeling...
can people feel me?
no. dun tink soo...
it's killing me inside..
sesuatu perasaan yg mendera..
suffer, tired n sadness...
compilation of jiwa kacau...
go awayyy...!
someone steal my heart away...
i hate this part~

hot climate!

.wirelez di bilik mmg sengal. lpas subuh je ok ckit kut. duh plis lah... aku byk keje nk kne crik neh. huwaaa mmg bikin panas jer.. adei

aku yg kelihatan sedikit mengom... haaha nantok la dlm kelas. hadoyy pe nk jdik neh!

kawen dan kendurinyeee...

saturday hari tu balik sendiri. hohow proud sbb before diz xpnah blik sendiri. hehe xde org nK fetch me so pndai2 la gune kmudahan yg ada. syukur alhamdulillah even 1st time balik sendiri+sorang2 tp ok je. slamat smpai. i'm 20 what? big enuff ayte? =p juz went back to attend this wedding ceremony. mmg agak letey la even i'm not assist anything. makan and snap pic? wats more to do?? haha luckily my sis ade kt umah so lg la meriah kn. we used to be a gicam(gle camera) hua3 not dat chronic laa.. these are several picz. boringgg pics. LMAO

CHAPTERION SECONDO

Wahh pengantin yg ''óren''

sunny day~ i hate wearing kebaya but i do love high heels =p

my akak yg cantek bangat!

dgn my akak yg sulung.. ngaaa i know u bit senang ati kn skarang my lovely akak? :)

my mum, u look young!!

wuuu rmainye org bertandang kt umahku.. walhal bkn kami yg wt kenduri.. hee

ngek2 my akak2.. i love em soo much. nothing can explain


CHAPTERION FIRSTO

Mlm menitip inai. apekahhh?? i've no idea bout diz

huk i intended to wear selendang too, but she's also want to wear dat. so i dun wanna be boria. mengalah je la kn =)

one of the baju. songket theme. hoho she got 6 more! wallaahhh

p/s: byk laie picz tp agak mls nk letak. nantok glerr.. dizzy tinking my 'pending' assignmen ni...

Now I know…

Only now I realized that why I’m learning law now. It just bout this morning (the very2 morning) soon after subuh, I was studying this article. Before that, I had end up read the slide notes on the term of contract. Siyez xphm sgt. Just bace, at least I get an overview bout it. How cud I understand those sections of SOGA meanwhile I just used to CA1950. (hehe abbreviation made the readers more confuse, nvm..). hoho back to that article-1988 judiciary crisis and its aftermath. Sounds critical ayte? Regarding the dismissal of Lord Justice, Tun Salleh Abas and other 5 Supreme Court judges. Actually I’m reading at the table-Meja makan. Haha org pagi2 bekpez kt meja, but me g study kt situ. Ngeee x kesah la asalkan selesa.. then my mum sit together, minum susu. I was asking her.. ‘mak pasal yg kes tun salleh abas tu kan…’ xsempat nk abis tanye.. mak da bercerita. Wowww impress.. my mum is knowledgeable. i’m proud of her. She talks about what happen then and then.. just making me easy to understand. She’s clarifying everything. Really thankful on what she told me. She opened my eyes… everybody got their own mentality. I remembered my lecturer said this, ‘im okay with org kampung, but I hate mentality melayu kampung’. Harsh? But it’s the truth… xsume org mcm tu pn.. miskin harta tp kaya dgn ilmu…

Maybe dulu I’m really obsess nk jadi doctor. Influence from my sis la ni.. I should know the limit. Melihatkan ibu yg begitu mengambil tahu ttg perkembangan semasa, barulah sy sedar yg ini adalah takdir. Seorang dari anak2 beliau belajar undang2 skarang. Proud? Dunno I’m still learning. Banyak lagi ilmu utk ditimba ayte? Whatever it is, I hope I can be strong. This is real tough journey. I can’t deny it…

this is the first post-of-the-month. currently listening to...

aerosmith-i don't wanna miss a thing. -jiwang- LMAO