ouch i'm running out of time.. have to go.. but then nnt i update lg, xsempat nk type.. again, thnx3!! for reading this entry =) chiow
Thursday, December 31, 2009
things change!!
ouch i'm running out of time.. have to go.. but then nnt i update lg, xsempat nk type.. again, thnx3!! for reading this entry =) chiow
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
yesterday
so dats itt.. thnx to both of u yang wat kejutan.. i'm realy2 appreciate it.. nnt free dtg la lg yer.. hehe
Monday, December 28, 2009
hup! hup! hurray!
take a look several shotss =)
princess~ hahhaha perasan gilosh. blah2!! kui3
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Value of my Life
honestly, i feel we are not in d same line now. as such, u are in boundary a, while me in boundary b. since the world had totally split.. everything does not flower anymore.. (readers i hope u know what i mean rite).. im not hope much from u.. just a small attention. at least. is it so hard to hit me with nice greet or whatever that makes me sigh. i didnt expect to get u everytime. just a hope u feel me.. the way i think of u. i know things not usually done the way we want..
should i surrender?? or giving u chance? i dunno.. if u so mean, just let me go. woman burdens man. i know it. my prediction is to reduce your burden. no sunshine, world not bright like before =(
Monday, December 14, 2009
Pain is Beauty
ahh so come discuss my achievement for my last semester. damn i drop my pointer but still manage to maintain. kinda upset.. i blame myself. not u or u or u. ahh let see why this happen. as usual subjek2 menyebok like bel, 3rd lang, koko, i can hv gud grade for these. naseb baek la kn. law subjects!! i'm so ashamed now. hey law student xdpt a utk law subjek ke? apelah.. memalukan ok. really i feel this way. baru part 3 result makin merudum. i said to my bff-- aiyak smpai part6 brape je la pointer aku tggl kn? haha he's laughing and state i always playing? hey.. i think i'm serious enuff. come here and see the questions. so u can't deny it =p but surprisingly.. i get A for my equity n trust!!! haha mcm nk screaming and declare charitable trust for public benefit. haha see crap2!! this is one of killer and miserable subject for us since the lecturer pn uhh scary~ but alhamdullilah. i think sir john chuah was very in gud mud when markin my paper. rite sir? =p so mcm itu lah life. it is unexpected. i didnt expect to score this paper but well god's plan. dan sumenye depends pada rezeki individu tersebut kn. other law papers ade la i get b+,b,b-. ahh bad things i malu nk share lah =p
hurm what more to story here er.. ooh so now we are in december. i'm counting my days to be 21 years old lady. aah i love my genap age 20. but we are getting older and older. can't restraint it anyway. hahah.. i hope he remember my beshday. damn i really3 hope he remember it. i hope u remember me!! like i remember u. knowing u been busy with your working, report, presentation, blablabla and neglect me. ok i accept it.. but deep inside i'm a bit hurt. xpelah.. i can be more understanding. i wanna be matured. rejected all childish behaviour in me. how ek? urm.. tgk layout blog ni pn mcm 'small girl' punye blog. walhal 'big girl' haish. hahaha.. to person concerned in this paragraph, i missed u like a sand along the beach. ahh sh*t la baru je rase nak ber-shakespeare. just i hate literature so i can't continue with it. hehe
woww not bad dah 3 para i type rupenye.. haha ok la readers. i pn tataw nk cite ape.. hit later with my crap or gossip thingyy.. ngee gossip remind me to my adik2 (dayah n mai) hahak
currently listening to agnes monica~teruskanlah. ouch this song made me sad lorh
Monday, November 30, 2009
xOxO~
it puts too much pressure on a man to make him the only source of love and support
a man's sense of self is defined through his ability to achieve results
a woman's sense of self is defined through her feelings and the quality of her relationship
men are motivated and empowered when they feel needed while women when they feel cherished
not to be needed is a slow death for a men
just as women are afraid of receiving, men are afraid of giving
it is difficult for a man to listen to a woman when she is unhappy because he feels like a failure
*taken from john gray~ men are from mars, women are from venus =)*
Sunday, November 29, 2009
ignorance is bless
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
- you've got mail -
i know some of the time, i made u sad.. when u know ur bf sms me instead of hitting u. when i'm being honest, look what happen. you blame me. pls be understanding.. he needs friend, just that. i keep asking him why u don't tell any of ur probs tu ur fren. i mean d guys. he said it's comfortable to tell the person with the opposite sex. he means the thought is different. can take both sides. i dunno.. this girl always claimed i'm that her bf admire me. wtf?? pls stop it. nothing will happen. and u know very well i have mine too. hurm..
oops.. terluah perasaan pulak.. hahaha anyway.. the character of d story adalah dirahsiakan. don't ask me who.. haha
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
OMG=OH! my Gucci!
when men and women are able to respect and accept their differences then love has a chance to blossom
Friday, October 30, 2009
Last Update
several shots before exam. wuuuu
Friday, October 23, 2009
-point of no return-
but my post got nothing to do with equity and trust or what so ever academic thing..
i'm reach this point.. where i can't turning back..
i know i'm hurting you..
i never intended to fool u. but u think so, i can't do anything
u said what ever i told you is a lie. no, you wrong
have u ever been in the situation where there's a 'war in your heart'?
u want, but.. the respond is vague..
so you choose to back off...
people say.. if 1 door close, let the others open..
i'm hopeless.. really..
if i can utter those words to you, i will...
sorry but unfortunately i can't speak out
i'm always in the part of where i'm not giving a chance to justify myself
i'm always let the people think what they wanna think..
hurm that is me ..
Thursday, October 15, 2009
+obsession+
dulu aku xprcaye ade ke obsess ni dlm hidup aku?
mlm ni.. yes tonite aku da phm ape itu obses pd org.
ketenangan yg digugat..
hati yg terseksa..
ooh mngapekah...
i can't think now
damn messy..
argh help! =(
mr.jealousy: helo. da smpai ke? naik ria kn
me: huh? mane taw? u here? damn!
mr.jealousy: xla kt puchong ni. eh kt bangi
me: tpu. kt s.alam kn? kt cni kn?
mr.jealousy: aah kt s.alam. xnmpk ke?
me: (berlari2 ke tgkp) n seein white car.. sh*t! apasal tggu kt situ?!
mr.jealousy: eh mane ade. saje je. ok lah nk balik da. bye (smbil mlambai2 at me)
me: xnk jmpe ke?! *almost cryin cuz know i can't catch him anyway'
mr.jealousy: gone~
dont u know i missed u damn much but u go just like that? =(
Friday, October 2, 2009
The Sky and The Earth
He loves green, I love pink
He loves beef burger, I love chicken burger
He hates cheese, I hate cigarette
He loves smoking, I love shopping
He enjoys singing, I enjoy watching (karaoke vs cinema uh?)
He loves calculating, I love reading (math vs English)
He dislikes reading, I dislike calculating
He independent, I dependent
He driver, I passenger
He eat less, I eat a lot
He slim, I’m fat (ah,, can’t help)
He needs to drink weight gain, I have to eat FTF (fight the fat. haaha!)
He 1985, I’m 1988 (hehe)
He tall, I’m short (It can be same if I’m wear high heels. Lalalaala~)
He did calling, I’m did sms-ing
He’s rural, I’m urban (laughing again!)
He’s black, I’m white (kah3)
He’s naughty, I’m decent (keh3)
He loveable, I’m lovely (weee~)
Lastly, he boyfriend and I girlfriend =)
….
…….
………….
(20 are enuff lol)
No matter how many contradictions, differences and so on between us,, it doesn’t matter anyway.. who cares?! Hahaha
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
FEarLesS
week ago raye sakan.. (sakan ke? haish).. thought i'll not get any raya moneyyy.. but imprez i get 2rat.. (shopping? =p) no-no need to have saving from now on. cuz i had planned with fren of mine, during diz semester break nk g holidaying.. wiiiii shall we? =)
diz year ramai pulak tetamu dtg umah.. cian mak xdpt nk rest sgt.. but u like it don't u mak? =)
day 1-7 syawal mmg heaven~ haha sedar xsedar i have to submit my criminal assignment on the next monday (i mean last monday).. so i reach here(sux alam) at 5pm sunday and smpai2 tu trus sedar diri. on my laptop, searching for cases, and what not.. haha can see my kalut face time tu.. lantak lah.. thnx god my housemate xbalik lg.. so they can't see how funny i am at that point of time.
by 2am only i can landing and sleep.. phew... sigh~ i conmpletely done my last minute assignment.. (uh whatta bad student i am ayte?)
errmm pe lg nk citer.. oh yea!!! as usual 'good' news.. my final exam is less than 1 month from now. without stdy week.. huu suffer.. (sejarah pre law part 3 again!).. risauu sgt2!! tp i'm not change. dats the problem.. helloooooooo hawa darlida keluarlah dr dunia fantasy u tu!! focus,concentration,hardworking,bless,pray,determination.. some of the key words that i should hold till the end. urgh.. the tense is increasing.. mcm biase la i'm hyperkalut gurl, can't deny this =p
some of the photos during eid. enjoy looking! ahahaa~
mak saye my heart~
smakin chubby owg tgh ye.. huhuk
Sunday, September 13, 2009
*hot stuff*
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Pra-Present-Past
first thing last week, me berbuke pose dgn someone and his family. ehem2 invitation kn.. xkn x g pulak. koh3.. ish2.. naseb bek parent dia sporting.. round2 phg aku sabtu aritu.. haha agk gile yer.. tp mmg best. thnx to u =)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
FeeL iRRiTaTed~
I hate diz insects. Yeah dat suits her, really annoys on what she did.. to me and especially to my parent. I don’t respect her anymore. Well people see her perfect. Outside maybe. But hell no.. she looks descent but she’s not. Damn really no. I hate her so much as she keeps under estimate me. She have to learn how to respect people esp her family. Is dat so hard? To the closest person, who raise her from kid. Belajar la mngenang budi. Please lah, I dunno why she becomes like this. Mmg saket jantung tgk perangai dia. Herm dah la xgune nk lepas geram kt cni. People not feel the way I feel now. Sad+geram+bengang= and all compilations of kemarahan. Grr!
Well, I’m home yesterday. Alhamdulillah dpt berbuka puasa dgn family. I feel good (not really actually in the existence of dat ‘urgh’). So quite a big change at my house. My house inside mcm flower park... Huuuu ayayayaaii
Sunday, August 23, 2009
+untitled+
kdg2 kita rasa dekat sgt dgn seseorg tu, tp sebenarnya jauh...
walaupun kita dapat capai dan pegang tangan dia,
tapi belum tentu hati dia kita dpt selami...
mungkin kdg2 kita dpt tgk dia ketawa,
tp kite tak tahu apa makna di sebalik senyumannya...
bile dia menangis, kita ingat kehadiran kita dpt memujuk,
walhal kehdiran kita langsung tak disenangi...
rencah dunia, kita tak tahu sape kawan dan sape lawan,
sehinggalah smpai satu masa kita jatuh,
adakah tangan itu menghulurkan bantuan,
atau kita akan ditinggalkan...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
pengakuan hati~
agak jiwang ye tittle nyee...
no la, hati sy mngaku sy sdg serabottt...
serabot dgn life sy yg tired ini..
ahh helpless me..
ooh student knapelah kami bz sgt...?
and other thing is that..
haaaa i sms-ed friend of mine..
telling her something,
me~ iraa... someone got to go to kedah =(
ira gojez~ yeah? who? ***? haha
me~ yups la sape lg. 1 month ok.. huk
ira gojez~ hah 1 month? lamenye.. what he did there?
me~ keje la ape lg...
ira gojez~ haaha xdpt dia bwk u g mamam lg kn?
me~ erkk mamam?? haaha y u so cumel!
dan begitu lah kisahnyee..
ahahah pls made an ignorance to this post =p
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Question of Fact
boleh korang tlg define 'gebu' tak?? koh3*
haha pd persepsi masing2...
komen anda sy hargai... *kof3*
makaseyh... =)
soalan ni agak vague tp trpulang la korg nk jwb ape. no right or wrong answer. okeh! *gelak rolling2*
Saturday, August 8, 2009
.a story of the nyte.
::kisah mesin bercakap::
time nk bayar parking kt sacc mall la ni.. me, mimi and kak farah g la kt mesin autopay. then mase nk bayar tu cm kitorang kecoh2 la sbb kak farah sebok nk bayarkan.. skali kan.. guess wat?! mesin tu bckp. ade suare lelaki ckp ni 'jgn berebut, sy xtaw nk amik yg mane' hhaahahah!! kitorang mule2 trperanjat only after that gelak sakan. huu we are so ashamed. mst org tu gelak tgk prangai kitorang cm bdk2 kt autopay machine toh. hadoyyyy,, dah bayar and i pick the ticket, again dat voice ckp 'trimekaseyh!' haaa giler xtahan nk gelak trus lari dr situ. ampessss can't forget this silly thing.. haaha
Monday, August 3, 2009
infected by comwarrior.. hahaaa~
Thursday, July 30, 2009
ReaLLy....?
Dalam soal hati dan perasaan....
*komen sikit kawan2...*
Saturday, July 25, 2009
makan beradab.. harharhar
sekalung pghagaan pd mimi sbb tumpangkn kami. dgn kesihatan yg xmemberangsangkan tu, dia tetap memecut laju. makaseyyyyyyyyy =)